EARGASM

I've always been a strong woman of faith Strong like a tree, but the unlucky one

I can remember I was dreaming In the moonlight gently, I was floating I didn't know that I was sinking In my lonely bed sheets I was dying

fade out again

I didn’t call you by any other name I let you know that I knew the true nature of your heart That it was evil, and that it convinced me that darkness was real that the devil is a real devil and that monsters don’t always know that they’re monsters But projection is an amazing thing after you left and burnt the house down you tried to convince me that it was I who was holding the matches You told me that I didn’t know who I was, but I do

My life is sweet like lemonade now there's no bitter fruit eternal sunshine of the spotless mind no thought of you My thoughts have changed my voice is higher now I'm over you No flickering in my head movies projected in Bellevue Because I captured the mood of my wish fulfilled and sailed to Xanadu The grief that came in waves that rolled I navigated through The fire from my wish as wind to future trip to Malibu now everything I have is perfect nothing much to do just perfect florals green embroidered chairs one dress to choose

Sleeptalk 'Cause I miss you, I sleeptalk While the memory of you lingers like a song

And I've been slower than I thought At getting my life off the rocks

Oh, but you got away, didn't you babe? you just turned your back on the crowd you got away, I never once heard you say, I need you, I don't need you,

You used to call me up from time to time And it would be so hard for me not to cross the line The words of love lay on my lips just like a curse And I knew, oh yes, I knew they'd only make it worse And now you have the nerve to play along Just like the maestro beats in your song You got your kicks, you get your kicks from playing me And the less you give the more I want so foolishly But I will never be your stepping stone Take it all or leave me alone

And then you know that you can trust her For she's touched your perfect body with her mind

And just when you mean to tell her that you have no love to give her Then she gets you on her wavelength And she lets the river answer that you've always been her lover