Ali Zeck

I am an elephant in the room hunter. ⁣ ⁣ I need ALL things to be out on the table. I want to know the size, weight and the color of the elephant in the room so that I can take him down. I want to discuss why he’s there, how he’s been able to stay in the room for so long and why no one has acknowledged him and gotten him out of the room yet. ⁣ ⁣ I want to also know what gifts he offers me. Facing hard feelings and integrating them? The ability to stand up to conflict and speak the truth? An opportunity to create something real and beautiful with his absence? ⁣ ⁣ 𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗲𝗹𝗲𝗽𝗵𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗼𝗼𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝗮𝗱𝗱𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗹𝗱 𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗱𝗼𝘄 𝗼𝗳 𝗰𝗼𝗹𝗹𝗲𝗰𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗵𝘂𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗶𝘁𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝗳𝗲𝗹𝘁, 𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗴𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗲𝗱.⁣ ⁣ Lyrics below are from my daughter Emma’s newest album, “Eclipse.” ⁣ ⁣ While I’m able to parse out the thoughts and feelings of the collective on a logical level and deliver them via Twitter lol and posts, Emma has transcribed them into very deep conversations through her art and her music. It’s like she’s taken my logic and transmuted it into poetry. And while we absolutely don’t agree on everything, on a deep level, she gets what’s going on with humanity. ⁣ ⁣ KISS OF THE THORN by Emma Zeck ⁣ ⁣ Bleeding out on the bathroom floor⁣ Panicked for an escape route,⁣ Please pass me a key through the back door⁣ A rabid, starving wolf I am⁣ Left for dead wanting more⁣ I’m wearing a disguise⁣ Eating my insides alive⁣ The thorn within made love⁣ ⁣ Oh itll be beauty⁣ Itll be pain⁣ That will kill me off someday⁣ I guess this is being alive⁣ It’ll be war⁣ It’ll be the rose⁣ That the rose herself don’t show⁣ I guess questions are all I’ll ever know…⁣ Wanna stay in my peaceful slumber⁣ But the kiss of the thorn⁣ Takes me under⁣ ⁣ Oh i’ve been⁣ Trying to break free⁣ But the dream lures me back to sleep⁣ Haunts me through my silhouette⁣ My fantasy is the master key⁣ Oh i’ve seen 40 days of dark⁣ Cataclysmic lovers, til death do us part⁣ The dreamer loves me still⁣ Trade your nerouses for a pill

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This place is a shitshow, but when you realize it’s a shitshow and you learn who’s running the shitshow and why they need it to be a shitshow, you can learn how to disconnect from the shitshow and move out of survival and into creating something very real and beautiful.

People who have survived the horrific effects of psychiatric drugs & healed themselves from a “chemical imbalance” or “mental illness” are more qualified to talk about this stuff than a geveral practitioner who prescribes them after buying them out of the back of a Pharma rep’s car. ⁣ ⁣ Change my mind. ⁣ ⁣ How’d you survive? ⁣ ⁣ For me it was at least six psychiatric hospitalizations and five suicide attempts and over twenty years inside the system of multiple drugs and polydrugging, being told I had “genetic “mental illness” and would require these drugs for the rest of my life. My very real reactions to the drugs were used to tell me those were signs of my mental illness. I came so close to death at my own hands so many times because I had underlying CPTSD, akathasia and my nervous system had imploded on itself. When you are in this state, death seems logical to get your brain to stop feeling like it’s on fire. ⁣ ⁣ I’m almost eight years off of all drugs and wouldn’t you know it? My “mental illness” disappeared after I healed my trauma, came off of the drugs, reduced my exposure to toxic substances and toxic people and maintained a healthy lifestyle. ⁣ ⁣ How’d you wake up from all the lies? ⁣ ⁣ And God bless us that we made it out! ❤️

People who have survived the horrific effects of psychiatric drugs & healed themselves from a “chemical imbalance” or “mental illness” are more qualified to talk about this stuff than a geveral practitioner who prescribes them after buying them out of the back of a Pharma rep’s car. ⁣ ⁣ Change my mind. ⁣ ⁣ How’d you survive? ⁣ ⁣ For me it was at least six psychiatric hospitalizations and five suicide attempts and over twenty years inside the system of multiple drugs and polydrugging, being tokd I had “genetic “mental illness” and would require these drugs for the rest of my life. My very real reactions to the drugs were used to tell me those were signs of my mental illness. I came so close to death at my own hands so many times becatse I had underlying CPTSD, akathasia and my nervous system had imploded on itself. When you are in this state death seems logical to get your brain to stop feeling like it’s on fire. ⁣ ⁣ I’m almost eight years off of all drugs and wouldn’t you know it? My “mental illness” disappeared after I healed my trauma, came off of the drugs, reduced my exposure to toxic substances and toxic people and maintained a healthy lifestyle. ⁣ ⁣ How’d you wake up from all the lies? ⁣ ⁣ And God bless us that we made it out! ❤️

Do you really know how Pharma sales works? Drugs are pushed by outrageously paid drug reps to the doctors that have no clue how they work. The more a drug rep interacts with a doctor, the more likely the doctor is to prescribe their drugs based on the relationship, not on the drug’s effectiveness. Doctors who prescribe a drug heavily are compensated by speaking at national lectures as a “consultant,” for that Pharma company. Over 80% of psychiatric drugs are prescribed by general practitioners, who have no clue about how the brain works or brain development in kids they are prescribing to.

A recap of the last four years: Remember in 2020 when the news said that someone ate bat soup in Wuhan & got a virus & then they started showing people falling over & dying in the streets & then you could get a virus tracker app on your phone to watch it spreading to you & then they predicted millions would die unless you isolated yourself in your house & didn’t visit your dying loved ones in the hospital or attend their funerals & that your spit could kill your grandma & then they told us they just needed us to lock down for fifteen days to slow the spread of it that we needed to cover our airways but they said masks weren’t effective & then they were effective & then they were mandatory & we had to stand six feet apart & wear a mask in a Satanic ritual & people were driving in their cars by themselves & hiking & jogging outside wearing masks or wearing bubble suits to hug their grandkids & people put masks onto their dogs because they told us they carried the virus too. And then you could go to a restaurant but you had to wear a mask to get in but once you sat down you could take it off & then they started making us eat outside in freezing weather because the inside of the restaurant might have the contagion so the restaurants put tents up outside to protect us but then you were inside a tent just like you were inside the restaurant & in a display of national heroism the auto makers stopped producing cars in their plants & started making ventilators to save lives but the ventilators killed people & then they shut down gyms, churches & schools but left liquor stores open & then they told us there was a shot coming to save us from the bat virus & Trump started Operation Warp Speed like it was Star Wars to get us the shot faster & the flu literally disappeared as the virus numbers started rising. And then they said that pregnant women, babies & the elderly should not take it but then they said they were the ones that absolutely needed it & then they said the shot was only voluntary & then it was mandatory & people started getting fired from their jobs for not taking it & Biden threatened those that didn’t take it with a dark winter & then they said the shot was totally effective & then they said it would just lessen symptoms & they told you not to use cash because it was a virus spreader & then they said to test for the virus even if you don’t have symptoms of it & natural remedies were shunned or taken off the market & then they said the virus came from a lab & then people got the shot & cancer & myocarditis deaths started happening & then they blamed those deaths on the bat virus & then they finally told us to treat the virus like the common flu. And people just walked around either in a stupor & terrified, totally following governments that had signed onto a depopulation agenda or they saw what was happening & got pissed off & the people that were questioning it all were made fun of & called tin foil hat wearers & conspiracy theorists when they were actually correct in many of their predictions & then they got tied in with Trump & Q-Anon stuff & January 6th & were called domestic terrorists & grandma killers when it was actually the government trying to kill people & the years & years of brainwashing people had paid off. You either saw it or you didn’t. You either called it out or you fell for it. Good times.

There is nuance here. ⁣ ⁣ Yes, the “gifts” that I’ve gotten from killing off my ego and learning to be ok with my breast implant illness and learning to sit through this pain and uncertainty of not being able to heal my body have been incredible. But a year snd a half ago when I was in an incredible amount of pain and fear and had seen boatloads of practitioners and no one knew how to help me, I put a post up about it and had New Agers messaging me telling me what I was doing wrong spiritually to cause this illness. These people knew I’d been abused physically, psychologically and financially by my husband (some of them still to this day hang out with him, espousing higher consciousness and love and light) and yet, they told me they were channeling that I was still inside of my victimhood and causing my own torment. ⁣ ⁣ These messages put me back into the fetal position for weeks, if not months, blaming and excoriating myself, which is the exact pattern that kept me inside of a very abusive relationship for decades. And it was exactly the same sort of delusional gaslighting I’d received from therapists who knew I was being abused but not once talked to me about trauma or CPTSD, but instead told me I had “mental illness” and needed drugs for it. ⁣ ⁣ You can’t spiritually kumbaya yourself out of toxin exposure. ⁣ ⁣ Does it help to have a deep spiritual practice and do you need to continue to do the internal work to help facilitate your healing? ⁣ ⁣ Yes. But it was the toxins and the abuse I endured, not my victim consciousness and it was not “mental illness.” ⁣ ⁣

Almost killed me. True story.

Big Pharma and psychiatry are a scam. It’s a scam perpetrated onto people who have been duped into believing that normal and necessary human emotions should be labeled and erased and drugged. ⁣ ⁣ This is not the way of God nor is it one of really living and having a real human experience. It is the way of the Matrix, the false shadow world running that opposes what a real human experience should be. ⁣ ⁣ When I walked into Kelly Brogan’s office eight years ago next month, I had just attempted suicide the month before in a psychiatric hospital and it was one of many attempts and hospitalizations I had had over decades. She looked at me after we had spent a few hours together (far more time than any doctor or psychiatrist had ever spent with me in decades) and told me I did not have mental illness. She was the lighthouse that led me out of the darkness I had been living in for decades and the first professional that didn’t make me feel like a total freak show. ⁣ ⁣ I’ve spent the last eight years pulling myself out of the hole I was in and while much of that time has been healing my body and my mind, just as much of it has been spent breaking down the programming and indoctrination I received from the Pharma industry and their brainwashed doctors and therapists. I’m not denying that people suffer, but what I am proposing is that these drugs are not the answer to the suffering. The psychiatry and Pharma industry has been trained to blame you for your reactions to these drugs and you will lose yourself trying to decipher what is a drug reaction and what is your “mental illness.” It will all blend and morph together, pulling you into the darkest of black holes that you can’t determine what’s real anymore. ⁣ ⁣ Don’t believe me? Go hop onto any of the numerous forums where people on these drugs are suicidal and can’t figure out how to get off of them. Or their doctors are telling their very real withdrawal symptoms are signs they need the drugs. Or people who just couldn’t sleep or had slight anxiety and their general practitioner (over 80% of psychiatric drugs are prescribed by them) gave them a psych drug and years later their lives and health have been destroyed by them. Even worse, go find the ones where people have akathasia (internal shaking like I did) so badly that they have to talk themselves off of a cliff every day just to not kill themselves. Like white knuckling minute by minute. Or find the ones where people are dead and their loved ones have made the connection and are grieving the loss of their life. ⁣ ⁣ People are suffering from the outcomes of these drugs. Period. ⁣ ⁣ The fourth slide is my published outcome from Dr. Brogan and it was a hellish experience to come out of. Thank God for doctors like her wiiing to question the system we’ve been brainwashed to believe in. I would not be here and alive were it not for her beautiful rebellion. Here is the link to my published case study: https://assets-global.website-files.com/655b2a2ad22f02060f446942/65ea93c1d777bf1e20b827ea_resolving-bipolar-disorder.pdf

“Woe to those who call evil good and good evil, who put darkness for light and light for darkness, who put bitter for sweet and sweet for bitter.” Isaiah 5:20

You are lying to yourself and we are here, in reality waiting for you. We were once there too. We get it. ❤️

It’s the truth. Second pic credit @thelibertarianhomeschooler

You can stand on the right side of truth but make sure your actions and behaviors don’t mirror the monsters you’re trying to fight. You’ve been given grace to evolve, give others the same.

If you stay quiet in these times because you don’t want to offend anyone, rock the boat or seem rude, you’ve bought into precisely the method thru use to invert reality and suppress the truth. ⁣ ⁣ 2+2= 4 but perhaps, if we plant a bug in people’s minds and reinvent math, we can make 2+7= 4; likewise, if we reinvent biology we can muster a virus or turn a man into a woman. We don’t need proof or evidence. ⁣ ⁣ 𝗪𝗲 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗲𝘃𝗲. ⁣ ⁣ Believe in our science, in our biology, in our history, our religion, our words and our agenda. ⁣ ⁣ And cut out the tongues of those who defy it. ⁣ ⁣ All roads lead to totalitarianism unless you choose the path of resistance, the one where you’re willing to lay yourself down on the hot coals of truth and burn for it.