NIGGA ARCHIVE(offline)

as it starts to end do you live? i doubt it do they change? heh good luck with that felt alive... felt alive... did he truly ever felt alive? "itll be over soon, i promise..." he gave his last promise to himself. he will do it. he will, this time. there is no end. pills cant answer every question. pills cant hug you tight enough to feel special. its just a matter of time... he cant escape. but at least, he'll save his soul from this rotten earth. "i'll set you free..." he will set us free. i only wished it would've been diffrent... if only... if only...

so many questions going through my head, unanswered, a feeling that exceeds depression and pain, does it have a name? "Why am i never enough? when i put my all, to show you youre everything, but in return, evey time, hatred is the result. Why isnt there..." he stops. he sees its no use. theyre all dead. he thinks, but half way through he stops, useless thoughts that have no results. a new form of hate, combined with emotionless expression. why did he ever had feelings? why does he have this weakness? "Theyre all the same" yes, they are. theyre all dead. since when humankind lost its love, he wondered. or is it just him being unlucky? theyre all the same. same mindset. same cringe humor. same level of undrestanding communications. same SAME FUCKING SHIT. he lost it. he cant fathom the fact that, nothing matters anymore. why does he fight, and every time he sees the same results? escape isnt an option. not existing is an option. why doesnt he take it? sounds of crying could be heard, held back...

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