Noah Wrote These

The empire i built was left shattered The walls i put up didn't matter when i had her My kingdom was broken and didn't do nothing about it The easiest problems i had got bigger than a mountain My fear came back to life and he has been haunting He got me once or twice it was all her fault I should have stopped it and maybe cut it short She hangs out with the bitch i hate the most She did it on purpose knowing i would get hurt I did get hurt but she taught me a lesson Its easy to replace me and she sees it as a blessing Back to the point i was trynna make If i had someone to be with me at the time i break Wishing everything would be better and i would get a break Wait now i realize the point i was making Was a fucking mistake Noah_Wrote_These

As a kid i used to laugh at almost everything My darkness back then was fairly thin Joy and happiness was my thing But lately i don't feel like i am capable of breathing Toxic relationships is what i breath in They say nobody could control their own feelings But i can alter it and use it to my advantage I suffocate it and ignore it that's how i manage I wished for alot these days knowing i wouldn't have it Picture it like this The plane is my emotion yeah it was in motion But it crash landed Yeah well that's what happened And everyone i loved back then died to me And now my friends are left with a guy stuck on the past But they respect me i know that for a fact Imma keep holding on to them till they wanna drift apart Its just the way i was made from the start. Noah_Wrote_These

#i reminded people that this channel exists and now they are leaving

Would you rather be left alone for reasons you don't get Or would you be happy with empty dreams and no hopes left Would you rather feel great full for friends that don't believe in your existence Or would you wanna try something new but your own fear is the resistance Would you like to stay quiet till the end of times Or live on screaming to people which don't listen and only care about their lives What would you do What would you actually choose It's either this or that which doesn't really matter Cause after all most of us don't know what we are even after Sometimes we are right but usually we are wrong We hate being around people and bury our souls in songs I ain't blaming you i actually do it myself. My circle is so tight i don't even know if anyone else could fit in I don't even like my standards and yet that's the way i am living. I try to pick myself up and stand for everything i believe in But i can't even love myself that part of me is already weakened So, Of all the choices i was given I chose wisely and Damn i Chose to Give in. Noah_Wrote_These

Okay let's get this shit back up and running

2 days past we're back on the same shit Fuck what i write man i aint see it as a gift As i am passing through this phase that doesn't fit I know damn well this channel is the one that u don't click That's alright tho i ain't held up a grudge Cause i did bits that left everybody stunned Honour me and i will respect you I dropped off most of my friends cause i figured they fuckin cruel Maybe i ain't cut out for them they might think i ain't cool But i ain't worried just mad that i didn't find out soon Aight this is all for today hope y'all learned something Treat everyone like you would treat yourself Make them feel better at times when they feel a lil bit less Give them reasons to live help their life make sense Fuckin reply to the messages they send Even though they ain't thankful for the good things you said What i am saying is what i have encountered You say you gave me things to be proud of Guess i didn't look well that's why i haven't found 'em.

Well umm there u Go

Back Again They been here since day one they never left Didn't wanna let 'em down cause they deserve the best I sat back and watched everything Go blurry I had to leave everyone like i was in a hurry That shit fuckin hurt and it burned me. Why didn't you leave when u had the chance Why await for the "Never Coming Man"? Don't you have something to do?like make some plans I swear there are better things than being my "Fans". We Got to 500 and we fell down Seeming we won't get back up again Wondering who will stay and who will Go away I Guess"The Poet Devil" is back again Took a lot of guts to do this cause i was really Afraid.