✒📃Red pen

Didnt I gave u all All the love a man can Nurtured you Told u all my secrets But here I am again Desperate for your attention You never call Or talk to me well But I call again And again As if am in a hotline Ringing the phone every minute Just to hear you voice As if you talk to me nicely What should I do I really dont know @joyinwriting

So many pain In the hearts of every men You see them strong High in power and such But in their hard cover We all have pain and suffering We all loved We all have lost The scars are in our eyes For those who is able to see Baby girl stop tellin me to open up Couz I already did that and it broke me up So read my action And not my words Couz words hurts And its hard to use them again @joyinwriting

Life is such a sprinkle A little joy and a lot of pain Dam what have we become Always on the run for what we dont have For greed and cruelty We became monsters ruled by anarchy Lost in the wealth of our pockets Forgot we are all mortals Hush darling you aint different The soil is gonna eat u up like a cake So start being happy Forget the pain Cause now its too late The time has now come to say goodbye @joyinwriting

So many men Around you Telling you they love you That they care about u Making u feel wanted Giving u much confidence And so you left Didnt look back Didnt even notice That I havent called for a week So sad That it ended like this I had high hopes For you and me It seems the others Had more to give than me So I wish you happiness With all ur life Cause am tired Am tired of running behind u Felt like I heald u down From all you wanted So be free Do whatever you want Maybe one day you will realise What makes me different from the others @joyinwriting

It hurts a lot But I just wanna say Thank you For showing me love Thank you For giving me dreams Thank you For showing me how to love Thank you For giving me so much Thank you For the time u given me Thank you For giving me cold shoulder And thank you For showing me what a heart break is It was fun While it lasted But the fire is gone At least from you So good bye I say to you @joyinwriting

I was loyal I was kind I tried to give u everything I was able to give But nothing changed Nothing at all I thought u loved me Or atleast liked me You told me u do too But i dont think that was true Cause I needed u But u werent there You ignored me Like u do to ur other guys I was in a bad place And needed u by my side But u were no place to be found I guess u were too busy for me Its true what they say If u love a person u will make time Because i made time for you Cause u mattered I guess in your book Am not on important's list @joyinwriting

I gave it all Told u all my stories Was patient Helped u with all I can But that wasnt enough No matter how much I try I put ur pleasure more than mine But I think you took it for weakness Its hard Aches u inside But this is just too much I feel like a fool for taking this much Cause its obvious You dont feel the same way Me hanging myself on a thread Is just showing my stupidity @joyinwriting

Sometimes I wish That things were perfect I reach out And get your soft skin Your smell in my lungs Your lips on mine The look u give me When u feel that love I cant wait For that to happen I will be waiting Waiting and waiting @joyinwriting