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901
I guess, I guess
I guess this is the end
I'll have to learn to be somebody else
It’s been you and me since before I was me
Without you, I don't yet know quite how to live
If I could keep anything of you
I would keep just this quiet after you
It's still as a pond I am staring into
From here, I can say: “Thank you”
From here, I can tell you: “Thank you”
901
Well I went through my list of friends and found
I had no one to tell
Of this overwhelming clean feeling
Strange serenity
When I saw the girl looked just like me
And it broke my heart, the lengths you went to hold me
To get to have me, 'cause
I haven't given you what you need
You wanted me but couldn't reach me
So you went into your memory
All the ways you still want me
I haven't given you what you need
You wanted me but couldn't reach me
I'm sorry it should’ve been me
I'd be going 'bout my day, until a hand
Would come and lift me out
And drop me in the middle of a labyrinth
Where I’d be stuck a while
When I saw the girl looked just like me, I thought
Must be lonely loving someone
Trying to find their way out of a maze
Oh, I know
I haven't given you what you need
You wanted me but couldn't reach me
So you went into your memory
All the ways you still want me
I haven't given you what you need
You wanted me but couldn't reach me
I'm sorry, it should’ve been me
I'm sorry, it should've been me
901
There’s nothing left for you
Nothing in this room
Try and go outside
Nothing waits for you
You had it once before
Not anymore
So go on to that sweetheart’s door
And find a new you
Give her all the love
You saved for it
You could touch fire
You could fly
It was your right
It was your life
And then it passed
To someone new
It’ll keep passing on
Long after you
But you’re the only one
She’s counting on
There’s nothing left for you
901
Everyone, all of them
Everyone said don’t go that way
So, of course, to that I said
I think I'll go that way
And I left the door open to the dark
I said "Come in, come in, whatever you are"
But it didn’t want me yet
Then like a babe in a crib
After some big hand turns out the light
And I opened my arms wide to the dark
I said take it all, whatever you want
I didn't know that I was young
I didn't know what it would take
I didn't know what it would take
Sometimes I think I am free
Until I find I'm back in line again
901
I look for a picture of you
To keep in my pocket
But I can't seem to find one
Where you look how I remember
901
Also sorry for not responding to ur messages most of the time I've been hitting rock bottom for few months now🥰
901
I literally do the most fucked up shit to ever exist and people will excuse it. I'm not the victim in anything that happened to me, I'm the one who did horrible things, and it's just so irritating to see people denying that just because I'm their friend
901
No one really blames me for what happened, and no one can actually see that it's MY fault. Which makes me so frustratd. Why can't people just blame me for the shit I do? Why do they always find reasons and excuses? I'm a bad person, a flawed, collection of problems..yet no one seems able to see that. No one ever believes me when I say that I'm bad, and that's the reason why It took me SO LONG to find out how shitty I am
