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rain falling, thoughts wandering.

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"she would've made such a lovely bride, what a shame she's fucked in the head," they said but you'll find the real thing instead, she'll patch up your tapestry that i shred

your midas touch on the chevy door, november flush and your flannel cure "this dorm was once a madhouse" i made a joke, "well, it's made for me"

i want you always to remember me. will you remember that i existed and that i stood next to you here like this?

نمی‌دونم چرا همیشه champagne problems منو یاد واتانابه و نائوکو می‌ندازه.

اون احساسی که داشتم وقتی برای اولین‌بار شیش سال پیش جنگل نروژی رو خوندم کی قراره دوباره تکرار شه؟

all roads lead back to ebi

my egyptian god.

going through my old journals watching myself pour so much love into people who never deserved it only for them to let it rot until there was nothing left but hatred and disgust.

الن تسلف همیشه تو نقاشی‌هاش از طبیعت چیزی رو که حس می‌کرده، به تصویر می‌کشیده. یعنی هرچیزی که می‌دیده رو عیناً به تصویر نمی‌کشیده. من خیلی این موضوع رو دوست دارم. کلا اینکه سبک واحدی نداره و اکثر نقاشی‌هاش یه چیزیه بین یه منظره و حس و حال روحی خودش خیلی جالبه. آدم دوست داره نگاه کنه همش کاراش رو.

ellen thesleff (1869 - 1954)