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death must be so beautiful, to lie beneath the soft brown earth with the grasses dancing above, while the world continues on without asking anything of you. To rest in a silence so deep that it washes away every worry, every fear, and every painful memory. To have no yesterday to regret and no tomorrow to dread, only a quiet stillness untouched by time. To let go of the weight you carried for so long, to forgive life for its hardships, and to finally find the peace that always seemed just out of reach.

well people make you look like the villain so they don't feel guilty for how they treated you.

being with you healed me in so many ways. You were my safe place when the world felt too heavy. But lately, you've changed. Watching you give your time and attention to everyone else while drifting away from me made me realize I don't matter to you the way I thought I did. I believed you cared about me, but now it feels like you've forgotten me which is weird because once you said you'll never leave.

strawberry champagne that's not the taste of live, bittersweet maybes these days taste like red wine.

is it better to speak or to die? Honestly, I don't know anymore. Sometimes it feels impossible to express what's inside me. I try so hard to find the courage to say even a single word, but the words always seem to get stuck. There are moments when burying every thought and feeling deep inside feels easier than speaking them out loud, even when they're desperately waiting to be heard.

I was burning While you came blaming for the smell of ashes.

Sitting on a random Friday, staring at myself in the mirror, I wonder why I'm like this. Why does everything make me cry? Why does being happy feel so difficult, and why does every day feel heavier than the last? I'm tired of crying over things that seem small but feel impossible to handle. A few harsh words, a simple argument, or a bad moment can leave me drowning in my own tears. I find myself wandering why it's so hard to just smile and be okay.

once you said we are meant to die.. can you show me how to reach the sky?

People can be cruel when it comes to feelings. They often care more about their own emotions than anyone else's, acting selfishly without thinking about the damage they leave behind. Some will break your heart just to satisfy their own needs, treating it like a game, never realizing how deeply their actions can affect another person. What feels small to them can leave someone else carrying pain for a very long time.

Sometimes I wish I didn't feel things as deeply as I do, but without that, I wouldn't be me.

I hate being a sensitive person. Some people think sensitivity comes from weakness, but they never understand how exhausting it is to carry so many emotions inside you all the time. I’m not sensitive because I’m weak I’m sensitive because I feel everything deeply, even the things I never say out loud. I keep so much inside of me, and after a while, all those feelings become too heavy to ignore.

you may expect so much from people because you know you would do that much for them.

Sometimes you sit alone and start overthinking every relationship you’ve ever had, wondering why people suddenly disappear. Why they make you feel like you’re the only person that matters to them, only to push you away like nothing happened. But then you remember they’re just people, and sometimes people will say anything, fake anything, and manipulate your feelings just to satisfy their own selfishness.

There will be days when you question your worth and feel lost within yourself, but never let others define you. Stay true to who you are.