Pearl 𓂀𓍢ִ໋ ͙֒

So technically speaking... i think i should be less harsh on my self. There are things that only time could teach and not knowing them earlier was not my fault.

So i was scrolling thru Pinterest to find some mecha drawings mnamn and then i stumbled across a quote... "forgive yourself for not knowing earlier what only time could teach."

If you don't heal what hurt you, you will bleed on people who didn't cut you. Real as fuck!

"The greatness of humanity is not in being human, but in being humane." – Mahatma Gandhi

I mean...human emotions feel like they are deteriorating... every move is calculated, every thoughts are processed, everything feels... inhumane. Every single thing we do with a little bit of emotion shown is called cringe n we suppress it. It is sad

Sometimes i feel like we are not "humaning" the way we used to "human"

Morning everyone ✌️

Enough yapping for today goodnight everyone 🫩

"If you try, you risk your failure. and if you don't, you guarantee it." - someone's pp 😐

Oh gng i think it is not just mentally 😯 i am actually high ✌️

I think it is the last night caffeine 🫩✌️

Am i high ende 😭😭😭

Whenever i push my thinking far enough, logic breaks down, and that strange, absurd space becomes the most intense and thrilling part of thinking

Whenever I think a lil too deeply about anything, i often end up face-to-face with how weird, irrational, and contradictory life really is. And instead of that being depressing, it can feel exciting, even liberating — almost like a mental “high.”

"Absurdity is the ecstasy of intellectualism." - criss jami

Me rn 😔✌️

Damn this energy drink must have had smt else i can't sleepppp😭