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Donβt fall in love with me.
Please. Donβt. Iβm not the person you think I am. I may seem calm, thoughtful, maybe even kind, but there are parts of me I keep buried so deeply that sometimes even I forget they exist. I overthink everything. I disappear when things become too real. I feel too much and say too little. I carry old wounds into new days, and sometimes I punish people who never hurt me for the things someone else did. Donβt fall in love with the way I write. Words are the easiest part of me. I can make pain sound beautiful, but I donβt always know how to make someone feel safe. I can write about love for hours and still be terrified of being loved. Donβt fall in love with my silence. There is nothing peaceful about it. There are storms in there that I donβt know how to explain. Donβt fall in love with the way I look at you, because I might look at you like you mean everything to me and still be unable to give you everything you deserve. I am complicated. I am distant. I am sometimes cold for no reason. I overthink your words, your silence, your smallest changes. I can love deeply and still be difficult to love. I can want you close and push you away at the same time. And if you ever become important to me, I will probably be afraid of losing you long before I actually have you. So please, donβt fall in love with me. I am not saying this because I donβt want to be loved. Iβm saying it because I know how much of me you would have to carry. And honestly, Iβm not sure I am worth the weight.
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In the end, people with pure intentions will always prevail, no matter how many losses they may endure.
