₊°𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳˓˚

the way i appear from nowhere when someone's spilling the tea.

sometimes life can be difficult but at least i'm not a cheater.

me watching every person getting worse day by day.

but some people actually do not deserve any kindness or attension.

being self-aware is fun until u realize u're part of the problem too.

Silence isnt awkward until someone makes it wierd.

Who needs enemy when my brain is already against me.

Sometimes my heart shakes when I think about the future. I’m scared that the hands that are supposed to hold me with love, might turn into the same hands that once hurt me. I’m afraid.. that the voice of someone I’ll call “my safe person” could sound like the angry shouts of my father or brother. I’ve always dreamed of a love that feels safe, soft, and kind. But fear stands behind me, whispering: “What if it all happens again?” All I want is for someone to come one day and prove that love isn’t violence. That hands can heal instead of hurt.

Maybe in another universe I can sleep easily without thinking this much.