𝘓𝘶𝘯𝘢𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘦s ☽

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born to be an idgafer forced to notice too much.

Imma keep doing it tho🤭

I just know my boyfriend is annoyed at home many tik toks I send him 😭

There are nights when I feel nothing at all no thunder to break me, no tears left to fall. Just an empty room where my feelings should be, and a silence so deep that it swallows me. And I hate how I longfor a reason to ache, for some proof in my chest that I’m still awake. Not because I want pain, I just want to feel something beneath all this dark. Then shame comes softly and sits by my side, whispering the names of the things I should hide: Who could love someoneso broken and tired?Who could stay when the light has expired? So I build myself walls and I call them my home. I teach every lonely room to tell me I’m meant to be alone. And whenever a handreaches out in the dark, I whisper, Don’t hold on too tightly you’ll see where I fall apart. Because I am afraid that if someone looks close, past the careful silence, past the walls I enclose, they’ll find every nightI could barely get through, every piece of myself I was too tired to lose. They’ll see all the darkness I tried to conceal the parts of me I never learned how to heal and decide that I am too broken to stay, too heavy to hold, too difficult to save. And I tell myself softly, as the whole world grows dim: No one could love me if they truly knew me. But somewhere beneath all the silence and fear, a small, stubborn wish remains That being broken didn't mean being lost? That someone could stay not because I am easy, but because I am worth the cost _by Arista

She makes me feel so heard 😭

If I hear some bitch talking about how great trump is I'll genuinely lose my shit

همه کسایی که کشته شدن توسط هرکسی و هرکشوری توسط سیاست کشته شدن چه بچه های ۱۸،۱۹ دی چه بچه های میناب چه افراد بی گناه کشته شده توی جنگ چه همین حوادث اخیر جنوب و…. بچه های ایرانن میفهمی؟ هم وطنن هم خونتن تو چجوری میای به من میگی که تو حق نداری برای جنوب و پادگان ناراحت نشی؟ چرا ناراحت نشم؟ همه اینا توسط سیاست کثیف که داری ازش حمایت میکنی کشته شدن چه ترامپ چه خامنه ایی جفتشون ادمای کثیف سیاستن و این وسط فقط بچه های ایرانن که دارن حیف میشن

It's crazy what kind of things you remember from your childhood when the majority of it is a blur

I fucking hate the summer breeze, like it's hot af outside but you still have to hold on for dear life so wouldn't get blown away 😭

“Do I know you?”

she's mine bitches, I wanna see some jealousy

Except for yours