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Tanaz, happy birthday.
I honestly don’t know what to say that could ever be enough to describe four years of our friendship. It’s been four years since you became a part of my life, and somewhere along the way, you became so much more than just a friend. You became one of the closest and most important people in my life, someone who has a very special place in my heart.
These four years have been full of everything: laughing, crying, getting annoyed at each other, talking for hours, sharing our problems, being stupid together, making memories, and having so many little moments that I’ll never forget. Maybe they seem ordinary to everyone else, but they mean so much to me simply because you were there.
And honestly, saying goodbye to you was one of the hardest goodbyes I’ve ever had to say. Even thinking about it still hurts. Having to be away from you and knowing I can’t just be there with you like before has been really hard for me. Being away from you isn’t easy at all. There are so many times when I just wish you were here, so we could talk, laugh, and have those little moments together again.
And what makes me even sadder today is that I’m not there with you on your birthday. I’m really sorry, Tanaz. I wish I could be there, hug you, celebrate with you, and wish you a happy birthday in person. I really didn’t want to be away from you on such an important day. If it were up to me, I would absolutely be there beside you today.
I miss you so much. I miss you, our conversations, our laughs, and all those little moments we had together. Sometimes something happens or I see something and the first thing I think is, “I wish Tanaz was here.”
I just want you to know that no matter how much time passes, how far apart we are, or how much life changes, you’ll always be someone really special to me. I hope these four years are only the beginning of our friendship, and that years from now we’ll still have each other and laugh about all the memories we’re making right now.
I hope this year brings you everything you want. I hope you have so many reasons to smile, so much peace, good people around you, and all the happiness you deserve.
Happy birthday, my dear Tanaz.
I love you so much, I miss you more than I can explain, and I really hope we get to be together again soon.
I wish I could be there with you today, but even from far away, my heart is with you.
