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there are people that want to have a relationship with me

https://t.me/anythingurnot/21459 in what way

I disappoint people around me bc of it

I really love when people notice things about me thank you

well that's your defense against being hurt baby I'm ngl I've been in ur channel for a while and i remember that you were hurt so you're trying to 'protect' yourself with this

sometimes I want to be alone and sometimes I miss what I had and sometimes I want something new but I'm scared of all of it

yeah

...

https://t.me/anythingurnot/21451 are you scared of it?

And I'm scared all the fucking time

and that ends to "Idk whether I want to love or not"

I wanna be loved but not hurt I wanna love but not to hurt

or like I wish I could forget about somethings

like I wanna break a promise I made to myself

like I wanna ripp my heart out and feed it to someone

I feel uh

okay let me try

yeah i figured you can just start by saying how exactly ur feeling at the moment

but I really want to.

I'm not good at it