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Raha, don't worry girlypop. I'm gonna keep fighting on your behalf every chance I get.
"It might be difficult at first. The world might be too loud or too silent. It might be neon bright or pitch black, but slowly, it’ll put itself back together. It will resemble something normal. Then you’ll see the colors."
"No matter what happens, you remember that this world is more than the agony it contains."
ایده زندگی مستقل و بزرگسالی در این کشور انقدر برام ترسناکه که حالت تهوع میگیرم خانوما. بدنم به‌صورت فیزیکی این ایده رو پس میزنه.
مثلا یه‌جا داره بولی شدنش تو مدرسه رو تعریف میکنه و میگه:
Aside from the physical pain, it made me feel small and powerless. But (اینجارو داشته باشید) I didn't really resist it, because many days it was the only time I had any social interaction.
The moment you expect something more than just a peaceful coexistence with people you're fucked.
Just because so many people have gone through something before, just because they have done it, it doesn't make It any less difficult for you. It doesn't make your struggle any less real and valid.
Look at you. Knowing it's gonna be hella hard and still throwing yourself in it anyway.
کاش برودت هوا متوجه شه این دختر نیاز داره زمان بیشتری خونه بمونه و امتحانای مارو هم مجازی کنه.
But boy do I worry now. I worry to a point where it's paralyzing. To a point where I hate myself for not doing more. And all those fears only I am aware of? I can see them come true. And I worry and worry and worry.
I wish I could stop life on those slow mornings where I have oatmeal cookies and black coffee and I can just pretend that nothing is going wrong in this fucked up world and I don't have to worry about shit.
