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Look! Scribbles! I forgot what I was going to say. I guess I'm a person who needs affirmation most of the time. I don't know how I function but

tried to imitate the people who looks healthy but I'm not healthy so like

idk what is an atom lol Well, everytime I try pushing out of it I just spiral back to the same thinking. I wish to have more people, I have a total of 2 friends (excluding my partner lol) but like, I got tired of bothering them with my lil rants and they're probly tired also. My brain tells me at least.

I wish I could be more open on the things that goes on in my head. Showing up here only when I'm feeling happy feels trapping. Like, my friend compared me to an atom (very cute), something that has a lot of ends and all of them would be my moods or parts of me. Nothing I showed is a lie, it's just that it's a lot of ends and I'm all of them.

Maybe that's a depressive episode, but even when I'm happy, this feeling remains. I never know what to do. I can't connect with people, my arts feel empty and unoriginal and I have nothing in me to bring people in so I don't know what I'm doing here. I always feel like I'm holding back somehow, to be seen as something good, or at least not bad. It's been weeks. I just feel wrong every time I start thinking about things. Anything. I can't see anything in me or in my arts that makes me stand out or at least be thought of. There's nothing unique about me. Never. I spent the majority of yesterday crying for the same reason and many days. I feel like I'm just pushing it until I reach the limit. I'm just waiting for it at this point.

I wanna delete this entire channel again

And wip of that one ych people wanted finished. I will make another one to fulfil the last poll, I just tought it matched the theme

thing I was making for an rp

Disconnected Personal art/vent I made yesterday

Arte pessoal

😎✨ Zero

Hewo I like making announcements but I have nothing relevant to say lol (I actually do but who cares) I wanna interact more with yall but I have no idea of what to post if not finished arts wah

Pride ychs for @Finnloveswolves ✨️✨️✨️

Sketch colored icon for @SillyDerg Thank youu <3

pato bombado no magma pq sim

Is anyone interested in a halfbody shaded for 45$/75 brl to be delivered this week still? (Can be NSFW) This is to complete my monthly goal. Will be the last slot of custom commission til August :³

Good morning people! How's it going? I'll be continuing on the weeklist and moving to the new YCH and focusing on adopts. Also, a small thing is that, my glasses frames broke and I'm trying to solve it, I'm able to continue but I'll have to take more breaks as it turns out my dizziness was due to my vision, so I won't press too much on it.

Small notice

My content on kofi was flagged NSFW, nothing serius but I've read their terms and suggestive contents are also not allowed neither to be displayed or linked to the page even if it's censored. I do plan on opening NSFW commissions at some point along with NSFW versions of YCHs and continue on making suggestive YCHs. My plan was to store them on kofi but it will not be possible so, from now on, these kind of content will be only advertised and stored on my NSFW telegram channel for now, mostly to keep organization. All other SFW YCHs will remain available on my kofi to be bought at any given time.

Heyo peeps! I'll take a break for today and go back to commissions on monday. Hope everyone have a good weekend <3

YCH finished for @EuBreno Extra version in my NSFW channel

Flat chibis commissions finished for @Flutterbunny Thank you very much <3