. 🌈⃝ 𓆩 ᐯᗩᗰᑭYᖇIKՏᗩTᑌᖇᑎ | ᴀʀᴛs + ᴋʜᴀᴏs 𓆪 ... ! 【𝟏𝟔+】

People have different ways of showing affection, seeing things and dealing with emotions. Some might seem more unusual than others. Not everyone is required or will comprehend you and that's okay. If you know what you are you can still move on no matter what. You don't need to force yourself to fit in something just to be comprehended or accepted by people who never cared in the first place. I'm absolutely grateful for the friends that actually got to know me until they could understand my unusual ways of being. Through the hardest times of myself, they never gave up on me until I could finally understand their ways too and cherish friendship. Thanks to them I am so much better than I could ever be and I'll continue getting better for them :³

My current PC is quite weak, it stopped working multiple times, shocks me constantly and overheats a lot. Commissions are my only source of income at the moment and is helping me pay for my medical and basic needs so if it stops working I'll loose the only source of income I'm able to get in my situation.

I'm going to update this! I'm still saving people I just forgot to update. I already bought two things from the list <3 Also, after a small talk to my technician (my partner lol) I concluded I will be buying only the most necessary for now and upgrade on bigger stuff later as this is what will fit my current situation. Thanks everyone for the help on everything, I wouldn't be able to do half of what I did if if wasn't for you <3 I'm so happy

Hewo people! Good news, I could make an appointment for the psychiatrist, I'll be seeing him next month. Also, in the last two days my wrist was hurting a lot so I drew much less and I'm using that lil glove and trying to use it less to see if it gets better. I'm usually working during the night lately due to the temperature rising in the afternoon. We're getting closer to summer I'll be dying soon lol

Finished for @hyuniebees and @Soullastray! Thank you very much <3

Additionally, I AM much better than I was before. I've learned and moved from a lot of things and will always keep working towards this. Creating is my passion, it's part of who I am and art have no rules still and will remain not having any. Art is supposed to make you feel good, or just feel in general.

I have decided to simply just be myself and stop caring about other people conclusions. I'm super tired of feeling self-conscious of every little thing I do. I know who I am and this is what I'll always be. This place was always meant to be my space after all, to reflect that and express myself how I want and feel better. It is totally okay to dislike it, everyone is free and I also wanna be. I do have problems and I also realized that it's totally unfair on me to compare myself to people who ALWAYS had help and are getting treatment and being better while I am still searching to even start to understand what I need help with. Nothing will change if I hide anything, nothing will get better if I change to be something people want. I'll do what I like, my artistic ways, silly things, idk, whatever comes... Hello!