Unspokens

So stay humble.

It’s true, I do imbue my blue unto myself, I make it bitter.

Make mistakes, make mistakes, make mistakes. Just make sure they're your mistakes.

I'm so tired of trying to say things to people and having them not listen. That's probably the reason why a lot of people think that I'm either depressed or sullen or shy because I just simply will not talk to you unless that I think that you're listening to me. I just simply won't. I can't.

But l’m good at being uncomfortable So I can’t stop changing all the time.

Be kind to me, or treat me mean I'll make the most of it, I'm an extraordinary machine.

Everybody sees me as this sullen and insecure little thing. Those are just the sides of me that I feel necessary to show because no one else seems to be showing them.

I literally have a list of people whom I wanna have interaction with and I’m curious about but rn - isolation feels safe, - my life have been paused since months and - the only thing I can do is to treat myself nicely until the phase’s over n not to get hard on her.

Also me: maybe next week