sun salutation

"i am homesick for a home i have yet to create."🏡

"i am home sick for a home i have yet to create."🏡

کسی جایگزین برای تیوی‌تایم پیدا کرده؟💔

به زندگیم قبل از کلاد فکر می‌کنم و چیزی یادم نمیاد.🩶

I had built her carefully. Given her the right books and the right music and the right quality of ache, and she was beautiful, she genuinely was, and I loved her, and I could not see that she was also starving herself of every fig on the tree, sitting in the branches finding the rotting gorgeous, which it is, until it isn’t.

من اون رو با دقت ساختم. کتاب‌های درست، موسیقیِ درست و رنجِ به‌اندازه به او داده بودم، و او زیبا بود. واقعا که زیبا بود. و نمی‌دیدم که دارد خودش را از خوردن تک‌تک انجیرهای آن درخت محروم میکند و گرسنه نگه‌ می‌دارد؛ نشسته روی شاخه‌ها و از بین رفتنشان را قشنگ می‌بیند. هست، تا وقتی که دیگر نباشد.

به زندگیم قبل از نینجا نِرد فکر می‌کنم و چیزی یادم نمیاد.🥷

به زندگیم قبل از نینجا نِرد فکر می‌کنم و چیز یادم نمیاد.🥷

maladaptive daydreaming hits different when you’re stuck in a long ass car ride, but there’s a downpour outside and Grace is playing

i am an angry young woman. the kind of angry folded into my bones from generation after generations of women turning their fury inward. inherited all of it. some days it is so loud inside me i don't know how to be a person around it. i don't know what to do with a fire this old. i only know i am done pretending it isn't burning. so i am asking, genuinely, desperately: if you have carried something like this. if you know what to do with rage that isn't even entirely yours ; please tell me. how do you live with it? how do you carry it without letting it consume you? how do you turn it into something other than pain?

i think of lovers as trees growing to and from one another searching for the same light –warsan shire🌳

i keep finding myself looking at old pictures of olivia rodrigo and louis partridge throughout the day like they're my own. unhealthy. i know.

i'm so hungry i could eat the gap between where you are and where i thought you would be by now.

اسم تابستان هم خیلی بامزه‌ست. در واقع از تابش و تب میاد، از داغی و‌ گرما: روزها بلند می‌شن، آسمون می‌تابه، زمین می‌سوزه. من اما هربار بهش فکر می‌کنم می‌گم ببین تو رو خدا! تاب-ستان: زمان و مکان تاب‌آوری! اگر این چند ماه رو تاب بیاری و جون سالم به در ببری، دیگه تمومه. مثل نوجوونی و اوایل جوونیه: فصل سردرگمی، زانوهای زخمی، آفتاب‌سوختگی، بی‌قراری، بارون‌های ناگهانی و آویزون شدن از شاخه‌ی درخت —تجربه.

new day, new girl crush.

“There’s something charming about that period of life when you think you’re grown, but you’re constantly reminded you’re not,” Robinson continues. “That push and pull is where the comedy lives.”–stefani robinson