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everything and its mother is due in november, I hope i make it alive

My biggest regret in life is not creating an Apple developer account before moving to here.

I did home workout for the longest time with 3kg dumbbells at home I saw my biceps for the first time and spammed it on my stories. I would wear shortsleeved shirts so people can see my biceps and forearms. I did my first 5 unassisted pushups and felt the testosterone raging in my body. I felt like I could rip things like the hulk. Anyways the goal with the gym is to be strong. Strong enough to pick up someone and throw them away when they make me angry and ofc to be healthy and maintain my bone density.

Btw I’m officially a gym girl, it will be personality for the coming months. Just leaving this disclaimer here.

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I'm an angry woman, don't mess with me ✌️😗

This is why I hate writing because why I'm crying now. As I'm writing, I had a flash back of biology class when the teacher was asking us what we wanted to do. I was sitting at front so she started with me and dismissed saying, "no need" with a hand gesture that spoke more than her words. She continued with my friend who was sitting next to me and eventually the rest of the class. I remembered how horrible I felt that day, she assumed that I'm not achieving anything. Why? "ahh Atopian african no future". It's racism, I know but I was literally the topper of my class and her subject. I used to study 16hrs consecutively until my back used to hurt and in that moment it felt like no matter what you do, you will have no future. That's what I heard. If you think, this is one moment. I have a lot that I can write a fat book about this type of incidents. I never cared when it came to someone who never knew me but the teacher that taught me for 3 years was painful. I realized I still have a lot of internalized anger, a lot of it. Everything I did in my life was fueled by anger.

There are serious stats that human literacy is declining. While cat literacy is increasing, if you know flounder the cat, you know she loves watching Pocahontas. (The same cat that wrote a book, while you and I didn't yet) There is a lot of guns in Pocahontas, so the cat asked her owner for a gun after she saw it was used for killing. The conclusion is we will have Puss in Boots but with a gun instead of a sword.

Anyways I have another complain, Not ELPA this time, nor tele (he is still shit tho)

The day I make a cyber deck it will be my new personality for 7 years, until I make something else. Like I will introduce my name and then "I made a cyber deck", until then I shall be humble.

I always thought hardware was cool, but i was so scared to try it out because I don't know to buy and what to do with it.

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I need to start to praying to God not only to protect me from Satan and I need to add these two.

The devil works hard, tele and ELPA worker harder. They have been giving double combo attacks knowing well I have deadlines. Please focus on the "s" in deadlines. When I had nothing to do with my life, they were both perfectly working 😭.

My version of a Chinese spy is tele and ELPA.

The devil works hard, tele and ELPA worker harder. They have been giving double combo attacks knowing well I have deadlines. Please focus on the "s" in deadlines. When I had nothing to do with my life, they were both perfectly working 😭.

Painted quarter life crisis away and made 6 agents work until then, now the result has left me more confused about life.

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