اگزیستانسیال

wondering if I could ever wind up being him. he's not me, all this daydreaming without sympathy.

3:12 where I own every want, always seeking to enter a taker begging for closure. go, I need aloneness. I was feigning relief, wasn't calm until now.

I need some sort of screaming shit in my ear so I can escape the voices and reality and humans and everything.

the voices in my head have getting louder than my full volume up of my music.

sometimes I remember a memory so embarrassing that I literally have to scream to make myself forget it.

sometimes I remember a memory so embarrassing that I literally have to scream to make myself forget it.

still can't believe sleeping used to be a punishment in childhood cuz I'd kill for an extra 1 hour of sleep.

2:50 isn't it strange watching people try and outrun rain?

سعی کن امروز یه آتیش روشن کنی و خودت رو پرت کنی توش اینطوری یکی از اصلی ترین نحسی‌های زندگیت رو به‌در میکنی.

۱۳ به‌در میری بیرون که نحسی‌ها رو از خودت دور کنی؟ اگر اینطوریه که باید تمام ۳۶۵ روز سال و ۲۴ ساعتِ ۷ شبانه روز تو طبیعت کمپ بزنی از بس زندگیت نحسه.

my whole existence is an april fool.

april fools is canceled this year cuz there's no bigger joke than my life.