Our Side of the Story

The toughest part of my medical life is...the rude face of the seniors ...the attitude for private studentss.... i am sick of itttttt..... I am a student in one of medical private schools

* Inner crisis and self doubt * Anxiety & depression

My worst med school experience... It was right after classes began post COVID and everything was tumbling down...my relationships with people were at their worst. I felt a weight on my chest everywhere i went and i couldnt study. Ironically i had a final coming up and it got closer and closer and i didnt get any better at life ig. I still remember the week before the exam, i felt like i was being cornered and crushed into a wall bit by bit. It was horrid 😓 i learned that no matter what youre going through, med school doesnt care. Its merciless, kind of, and u are expected to perform optimally at all times. But thank God i got through that, and here I am several finals later and persevering 😁

Med students are the topic today, pretend my dm is a safe space and you don’t know me. What’s the worst/ most traumatic experience you’ve had in medical school? @DebbieTesfaye

“He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the human heart; yet no one can fathom what God has done from beginning to end.” Ecclesiastes 3:11 He took the people I loved so much, to teach me he was the only one I should give that much of my heart to. He stayed quiet when I was so close to losing my battles, so I would cry out to him more and for him to have more of him. He delayed the answer to my prayer for years, to teach me patience and faith. He put me in so much pain I thought I couldn’t handle, to make a survivor out of me. I love that I don’t see my brokenness when I’m with him, but the version of myself he painted. I love that he loves me, no matter the years I count on this earth I will always be a child he treasures.

Being blessed enough to speak to someone’s soul እንዴት መታደል ነው? I love how her words bring me so much comfort🖤

Happy new year fam🖤

So imposter syndrome?

Swords That Cut pt.1 Cold, curt text responses / being left on read (abruptly) by someone you love / being misunderstood / criticism on anything you've created / visibly seeing someone lose interest in what you're saying so you cut yourself off / talking and being ignored completely / when you check your phone after a long time only to see nobody has texted / seeing your friends have a good time without you / not being invited and included into plans, extra points if it happens in front of you / having a voice that sounds like an apology every time you speak / this voice is small and is an addition to the inferiority complex / when you talk about something you're passionate about and the other person is either indifferent or not as enthusiastic about it as you are  / when you've just told someone something and they don't react the way you want them to / when someone is texting you quickly because they're busy and you feel like you're bothering them so you want to leave / feeling alone in your intensity  –Christiana  @kkwrites