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Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent Is it normal to feel like you're completely alone in this world? Like you need somebody, also u're a huge dissapointment just a waste of oxygen for even existing? Caution: I'm literally ranting my whole life story here, so help yourself and scroll if you're too bored because this is soooooo LONG and i'm just writing it for the sake of feeling relieved, so I'm a girl, 20 years old. But a lot of people always tell me, "You're too mature for your age." I mean, 20 isn't even that young, but people keep saying it. I think Professor Wuteshal minamin type compliment and ngl I kinda like that compliment. So the thing is... I feel very lonely most of the time. I somehow never really made friends, not even proper acquaintances. People say if you can't make friends when you're a grown woman, then you're probably the problem. But technically, I had a bestie for over 10 years. She's living abroad right now. We literally shaped each other's personalities because we were together all the time, everywhere. She had a strict family, and she was only allowed to be with me. Her parents loved me like their own daughter. But sometimes I wonder... was that really the case? Was she forced to be with me? Because if not, why can't I make friends now? There's always something bicha I tried making friends, but it was a massive failure. Growing up, I didn't know any boys. No cousins, family friends, literally nothing. I barely talked to boys until I finished 12th grade, except for assignment or exam stuff. It was corona time since we were in 8th grade, and I used that to my advantage. Nobody had seen my face until 12th grade,i know crazy,and I kept being an introvert. I never went out,not to parks, not cafes, nowhere. If my family wanted to eat outside, I always said no. Eventually they got used to it and stopped asking.not going anywhere literally became my identity.Plus, even if classmates or boys my age saw me, I was always wearing my mom's super long dresses, messy hair, huge cardigan or jacket. I was basically invisible to my peers. And I looked like that boring nerd girl who's too "gegema" for anything but if you actually knew me? I'm that movies, books,video games girl. Like, I literally never opened my books before the day of finals. Nobody knew though ofc except my parents who think i study at school I remember one time there was this backbencher cool guy in our class btw the guy almost every girl had a crush on. Our teacher grouped students for assignments, one smart student with others type thing. We ended up together,bro was SO pissed he got grouped with me i was like wtf man i don't bite He literally said to my face, "Change my group or I ain't working with her." We had no beef or anything; he just hated me.plus teachers were always making me look after the class and teach when they weren't around, so everyone hated me ugh i hated that especially that lazyass physics teacher,but then... that cool guy he ended up asking me out. I still don't know if it was for fun or real, but I rejected him. He didn't stop until the day I changed schools in 12th grade, which was when I finally stopped wearing masks 'Till now I still wonder... how can someone like a girl without seeing her face properly and only seeing her dressed like somebody's grandma's closet but he somehow proved me wrong and I kinda loved that about him ,Then I entered 12th grade and there was a whole new version of me. My big sister knew everything I struggled with,socializing and all that. She's the fun sister, so she cut my hair and was like, "This is your fresh start." #MentalIllness Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent Yeketele So am trin to say 3 main things 1,hulum sew ewnetengawen ewnet lemedebeeek sil hasetenga ewnet kelay yegenebal💯 2,i have never experienced true love!💯 3, i have a thought of womans are easy to be manuplated (if u know the tricks and know how to be the character they want)💯 4, no one is genuine ,if we be huuulachenem metalatachen aykerem neber💯 So the first ides is mine deep philosophical ideology that every tng u do has deep yehone ewnetenga mekniat but that truth betam selemigodan kelay hasetenga ewnet endemngeneba new. I love u setel why betebal u tnk u dont have an answer gn deep down u know the real reason. Maybe selemetamer ena u tnk u will never gonna find a grl like u belek, or manem set besua malku selaalkerebek, or she makes feel happy by makin u horny or smtn else. U know the real reason but u will hide all those facts and say I LOVE U MORTHAN LIFE😒 Thats why am conscious of why i love ppls ,ena reasonun maweke i feel badd ena makes me tnk thats not true love(yaw yalemekniat sewn mewded selehone true love like to find ur destiny 🥀) Ena knowin what i think ...makes me feel there is no woman different .all those eye contacts ,all those deep talk ,the picture of u inside her mind tells her he is the one .....and all those signals tells u what she trully wants ena they are easy to be manuplated with wordes and the thing they saw and they tnk. Ena bezuu sew being hurted is true love new belo gn just expect argo yeneberewn neger selalagenge yemifeter neger neew , fun fact ... i didnt remember yewnet set lij keleda yesakubeten ken😭😂 Meneeem besek genuine aydelem ,menem basayat ,menem yahel bayat mennem yahel mesmat ena memenget yemetfelgewn besetat genuinnet aydelem. Enjima endematameer eyaweku atamrim, endematasek eyawek ataskim belat she tnks he is rude . Any thought drop a comment on it #Friendship #Relationship #Adult Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent M24 What's up fellas! Can a girl love u and at the same cheat on u? Even if she's a psychopath? #Relationship #Adult Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent Hello, I'm 23F. Have you ever met someone who just made you feel... everything? Before him, my life was pretty boring. I'd never been in a relationship because, as a Muslim, I always knew relationships without the intention of marriage are haram. On top of that, I'd never even liked a guy enough to want one. Then I saw him at work. The first time I saw him, I literally just thought, "He looks nice." That was it. I didn't let myself think about it because I didn't want to put myself in that situation. Then one day we had this really small interaction, and I don't know... something changed. Maybe it was his smile—he has a really beautiful smile—or maybe it was just him. After that, he somehow became the reason I looked forward to going to work. Which is funny because I actually hated that place. When I left that job, I couldn't stop thinking about him. I kept telling myself not to message him, but eventually I gave in and DM'd him. And somehow life just felt... full. The weird thing is, he wasn't even the kind of person I always imagined ending up with. We were very different. I'd always pictured myself with someone more intellectual, someone I'd have long conversations with about random things. He wasn't really that person. But for some reason, I didn't care. It was like all these standards I'd built in my head suddenly didn't matter anymore. There was just something about him that made me want to choose him anyway. I'm a really reserved person. I'd never talked to a guy like that before, so maybe that's why everything felt so intense. I still remember meeting him for the first time outside of work. I genuinely couldn't believe he actually came. I was so excited. He'd tell me things like how lucky he'd be if he married me, how he wanted a future with me, how I made him feel complete. He'd even tell me not to agree to an arranged marriage because he wanted us to end up together. At one point I told him, "I don't want us to keep talking like this if we're not serious. If this is going somewhere, then eventually our families need to know." He agreed. We kept talking after that. Nothing changed between us. If anything, I felt even more secure because I thought we wanted the same thing. I was just waiting for the right time to tell my family. Then one day... It was over. No fight. No argument. Nothing happened. He told me I deserved someone better. He said because of mistakes he'd made in the past, he couldn't see himself as someone worthy of me. I tried so hard to convince him otherwise. I told him that if I loved him, then I accepted all of him. I thought that's what love was supposed to be. Maybe I was naive. I honestly don't know. I was just left confused. I've never cried like that before. I didn't even know I had that many tears in me. Alhamdulillah, I'm in a much better place now. Making du'a honestly carried me through it. I still don't know why Allah let this happen or what He wanted me to learn from it, but I'm trying to believe there's good in it, even if I can't see it yet. But I still wonder... From a guy's perspective, how do you go from telling someone she's your future, agreeing to involve the families, making her believe all of it... to ending things the very next day? Do people really change their minds that fast? Or is there usually something else going on that they just don't say? #Relationship #Adult Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent Hello people, how you doing all? AB - Male an i am 30...! Help me out here guys. I am confused. I need your advice. I have been dating with this girl for a while. Its kinda arranged dating. I know her family and they know mine too. We both used to live in the same hometown. She lives abroad for over 10 years. She came to ethio for a vacation on may. her family introduced me to her on her first week of arrival. And it seems like its an arranged dating.it seems like her family wanted us to date. I don't know how but they see me as a good choice for her. She is actually so smart easy going and a simple woman. I tried to teste the water for a month. We spend the day, go on a date and sometimes go for a trip. Its all going easy. But the problem is she is 3 years older than me. And i didn't know this right away. She told me her age openly and i told her mine. She seems like she is fine with it . and by all the things we talked when we hangout, She is looking for marriage. She told me that she likes me and she wanna get married with a year after her next visit to Ethiopia. She have multiple properties in ethiopai. She told me to never worry about home & business. Since i am at early 30's struggling with life. We both have same religion Same life goals same hobbies. Everything seems fine except her age. And i am feeling really uncomfortable about it. As a man... I was supposed to be older than her. Besides this i am not comfortable with her being richer than me. I mean she have two homes while i got none 😂! I really didn't expect this to happen in my life. So guys should i Run from this or should i consider marrying this woman.? #Family #Relationship #Adult Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 I am ＴＨＥＯ I need to vent የራስጌ መግለጫ- ይሄን ስጽፍ ያለ ርህራሄ የጠበጠባችሁኝ ቢንቢዎች እግዜር ይይላችሁ! ሲጀመር ለምን እንደተፈጠራችሁ አይገባኝም! ‎------------ ‎የሚሰጥ ደብዳቤ..... 5(3) ‎ ‎ጥቅምት አመሻሹን ‎ ናፍቆትና ትዝታ ፥ በስሱ እያሻሹን ‎ወይ ለይቶልን ፥ ጨክነው አላኮላሹን ‎ወይም አልሸሹን ‎ እንዲሁ እያስተከዙን ‎ እንዲሁ እያፈዘዙን ‎በሀዘን አስመሹን። ‎ እነ ማንን...? ‎ እኛን ‎    ናፋቂያንን! ‎ ‎የኔ ፈንዲሻ... ‎ቅዱስ ያሉት ሐሙስ እየመሸ ነው። ያ የነገርኩሽ  አባባይ አታላይ የምሸት ፊት መታየት የሚጀምርበት የጊዜ አጥቅ ይሄ ነው። ይሄንን ሰዓት ነው ‎ "ደብዘዝ ማለት ሲጀምር ‎የጨለማ ክንዶች ከሩቁ ሲታዩ ‎ ላለመታቀፍ ብሎ የሚያለቅስ ምድር..." ያልኩት። ይህ ሰዓት ጊዜ አገጩን ይዞ የሚተክዝበት፣ በጨለማ ሊዋጥ በመሆኑ የሚያዝንበት፣ መለያየትን፣ ስንበትን፣ አለመጠጋገብን የምናይበት ነው። ሁሉም ነገር መስከን ሲጀምር አዕምሮ አጥርቶ ማሰብ፣ ልቡና የውስጡን ድምጽ ማዳመጥ የሚጀምርበት ነው። እኔም ወደ ልቤ ድምጽ ጆሮዬን ላክሁ፥ ያንቺንም ድምጽ ሰማሁ። ልቤ አንቺን ሲል፣ ሲናፍቅ አገኘሁት። ‎"ከመቼ ጀምረህ ስትናፍቃት ከረምህ?" ስለው ‎"ከ- እስከ በሌለው ጊዜ" አለኝ። አንዴ ነው የናፈቅሸኝ። ከዛ በኋላ በመሐል መናፈቄን አላቆምኩም። (ዋሽተኸኛል ልትይ ትችያለሽ) ልክ ልትሆኚም ትችያለሽ ምክንያቱም እንድም አጋንኜው አንድም ራሴንም እየዋሸሁት ሊሆን ይችላል። Who cares! ‎        አሁን ናፍቀሽኛል! ‎ፈንዲሻዬ... ‎እዚህ  የምወደው ምሽት ላይ አጠገቤ ሆነሽ፣ አጠገብሽ ሆኜ እጅሽን ይዤ እየደባበስኩት በዝምታ በዝግታ የሚያሸልቡ የዕለቱን አይኖች ባይ እናፍቃለሁ። አንቺን ይዤ ቀኑን መሸኘት፣ ብንችል እንደ ኢያሱ ጊዜን እዚህች ምዕራፉ ላይ አቁምን በዝምታ ብዙ ብንባባል.... ‎ ‎  ቻው ቻው! #Melancholy Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent Hey Guys am meka and here is what happened suddenly i just met some girl at graphics designing class and day to day we make friendship then that friendship changed to something new that have a feelings to each others that's not the problem she have 3 years relationship but not stable there are some issues on her relationship life and mine too i have 4 years relationship not stable but i still love my gf but day to day i have new feelings for the new girl and yhone ken we kissed and i blame my self for what happened its not right because we have unclosed files behind us i don't want to loss my relationship i want to solve everything on it partially i can't stop talking and getting the new girl she Tell's me that i making her happy than him because i give her enough time give her enough Hospitality's than him so she tells me she don't want to loss me too and she is a good person to me she don't want to see me sad and asking me what just happened and she said am here for u always oooooooooo God my brain goes booming what should i do guys #Friendship #Relationship #Adult Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent Hey guys F(25) here, I want to get a good workout routine. I work 8 1/2 job with kids so I get very exhausted at the end of the day. I have errands to run, chores to do, friends to keep up with and I take meds (prescribed) to sleep which adds to the exhaustion. Girls who work out and have a similar routine, what works for you? Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent 23 M So I met this girl on @ peakybebot if you know it guys becha it's called cognito Ena I met her there then we talked I gave her my contact then we planned a date. The date was crazy I'm not gonna lie malet endetebekut alneberem we talked a lot it felt like we knew each other before becha long story short after that date beka ntn was the same beka we started meeting up spending time together mnamn. She's cute and all gin I unconsciously friend zoned her idk why but I can't think of her that way Ena she feels it meselegn she keeps asking if I'm sure about us but I don't have the guts to tell her 😭 idk what to do now. #Relationship Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent Lemmi tell u smtn that botherin me alot✍ Am just random male🗿who is trin to figure out abt life and the relationship we built on🥀 I have 1 best fr👌 and alot of close ppls,i have a loooot of hobbies art🎨 music🎻,coding👨‍💻 soon....i can make anytng i want ,...............if i want to learn new skill i will lockdown and be perfect at it💯 (i have a lot of skills bacheru ena am proud of it zem beye balemekemeeete.) gn the story isnt abt me , its all abt my dream relationship ❤️‍🩹. so for a while i believe in love🥀 ,not like mechemelalek sayhon ...true yehone❤️‍🔥, order ena senesrat yalew✨ ,like esuam esum loyal🌸,faithful🌙,lovin each other mnamn beka like Disney movie type shi😏 Keza gn the person am close to it prove me set lj keeelal fetret endehonech💔like he is skilled in getin any womans heart that he want and manipulate them to make any tng .....betam eyaganenkut kehone sry gn yemeer i have seen in my own eyes😔 He showed me that he can make to fall d/t religion grl👀, (kuratenga ,habtam  deham ,naughty ,humble )grl😭, cousins and even sisters🙉, edme telekem tennnshem 🙊, the worest tng demo actuall r/p west yalechenm set endet endetafekrew mareg endemichel asaytongal 💀🤯.....like he is maximum primal who make them fall in love instantly💀 Maryamn i aint jokin guys, ena he teaches me a lot of tngs , how to talk, how to see ,how to hear ,becha every tng ( endalkuachuh demo fetan temari nenge). Ena i tried it ena it works than i expected before😭..... enaaa i feel bad U might askin why?....cuz knowin the fact that there is no perfect human specifically woman 😭👍.ena the more set eyawraw bemetaw kuter i start feelin them be real love tesfa mekuret lay. Cuz i how how to make me love anf tnkin abt me and be manipulative beteeeneshum bihon😭ena i dont feel the same chegeru😭cuz am the one makin me lovin consciously and the natural way aydelem😭💔 Ena demmmo the worst part is he is getin worse like the girls even want him to have a s@x with him(btw he dont like to have s@x or smtn ,just he wants to know they are easy💔)   .....even ene leyu nat beye yemasbat grl setelkesekes semeleket i feel bad maryamn💔 Ena i dont wanna love with tricks,or the drama we both showed to ourselvs, if is there is true ,honest ,hopefull, and real love Where is it(next to jesus uk) #Relationship #Adult Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent hey yoo endet nachihu ,when y’all see this vent don’t be like “pick me bithon new” cuz for real i’m being deadass rn, so basically my friend' was going through a really tough breakup and i genuinely wanted to cheer her up. we’re not even THAT close but one day pure agatami btw enji angenagnim erasu, she opened up to me and i could tell she was really hurt fr she was in tear, I was very mad on him, I'm still she doesn't deserve that so i told her “yk what? fuck him. from now on i got you' minamin like i was really trying to be there for her emotionally and stuff. taking her on little dates, lunch/dinner together, bringing flowers, checking up on her AND BEFORE Y’ALL START, we’re both straight , there’s literally nothing romantic going on. i just wanted to help her get through the breakup and feel cared for but brooo these past few weeks have been exhausting 😭 hiwoten new yakebedechiw fr. if we plan something at 3 she’ll show up at 5… or won’t come at all and give me 100 reasons why she couldn’t make it ,and ofc at first i was understanding cuz people go through stuff, right? but the amount of times this girl has done this is actually insane , and somehow i’m always the one buying gifts, planning things, putting effort, everything. which was fine cuz technically this whole idea started from me anyway. BUT NOWWWW this girl started mekotating situation like if i’m 3 minutes late suddenly i’m the villain??? hello?? believe it or not I'm telling u what happened this past few days and listen i’m still a girl's girl foreverrr but wow… this really opened my eyes to how hard dating girls can be and before anyone twists my words YES i know dating men comes with way more serious issues and stress and heartbreaks trust me I know. i’m just saying… whew, we girls ofc I'm the first one in line can be a little bicha u get and just y'all know i'm not fishing anything it was an eye opening experiance just let me share u biye new , don't twist it please. #Friendship #Relationship Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent Hi 25 M my name is N the thing is im afraid of eye contact idknw why but ifear along contact with people what shoul ido any body who can advice me #Friendship #HealthComplications #Adult #Agitation Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 I am 🎭 Starlight I need to vent Trying to forget, trying to not to feel, trying to negate what i thought is true 🙂 You were the subtle glimpse to my dreamm, you were the undeniable  fact, you were everything i needed and wanted .... but life is not fair huh?? Who got whatever they wanted ?? May be you are not meant to be. And here i am trying to find a flaw in a perfect possibility. You know what the funny part was that if i ... if i was bold you would be mine, if i ( in a sheer possibility) can make your pain go away you would be mine... Now that i think about it, the only thing that ever made sense to me, the only thing i really wanted was the little perfect scenario ... i call it "perfect you and me" .... and daydreams rarely become reality right?? So .... yeah i am trying to pop that bubble, i am trying to shatter that perfection, i am trying to make you as unimportant as the next stranger, i am trying to be stranger. That sucks🙂 #Relationship #Adult Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent Hey guys am 24 ena fkregna neberegn betam new mnwadedew huletachnm gn behone agatami slken sigoregur slalefew tarike aweke bergt negrewalew bye esun lalematat fracha new zm yalkut ena kezi befit and lij neber ena naked photo yzobgn mnamn eyasgeraragn abrew adrialew keza demo kezignaw befit keneberew fkregnayegar bzu neger asalgenal abren behon seat even weta yale negerm snareg neber ena yhen hulu neger hulunm aweke kesu gar hogne mejemeriya akababi leloch wendoch siyawerugn mels neber slk setachew neber betam wede fkr sangeba ena hulunm neger mnm sayker aweke bezi tetalan endntarek bzu neger adrgialew betam bemgnewalew eyalekesku egru sr wedke sayker betekrstian heje enkuan myelet kezi buhala mnm endemaynor and hulete enmokr blen tarken gn 3 mnamn koyten tetalan anchin mekebel yalefe tariksh yaregeshwn hulu mersat metew alchilm alegn betam new mwedew even esun lalematat ategebu kandem hulete medanit wesjalew erasen lematfat betedegagami egru sr wedke eyalekesku lemgnewalew gn beka alkebelm alegn keza betam tenageregn ene negeroch sasredaw esu metfo gonun endi slehonsh new mnamn enen mewkes enji tnsh enkuan endene hono meredat enkuan alchalem even betam tenageregn sedebegn betam atseyafi kaloch rkash set sher... Mnamn betam bzu mnm yekerew yelem ande aydelem samnt mnamn endeza sedebegn gn endezam blogn enkuan tenado new enji bye lbe esun metlat alchalem kezam buhala dgame endntarek lemenkut mnamn keza beka mechem abren anhonm betam new mafekrsh endanchi mannm mafker alchilm mechem lresashm alchilm gn amroye yhen mekebel aychilm abresh mehon alchilm alegn keza saweram ahunm bezaw lk betam sedebegn even guadegnayen hede kahun buhala endataweragn mnamn endezi arga mnamn hulunm neger hede negerat yesedebegnn hulu lemn setegna adari athonm mnamn alat beka enem hulunm tewku block arekut mnamn gn ahun nafekegn gn demo kezi buhala enem bhon mechem abrew mehon alfelgm morale hulu neger new yetefaw yetenageregn mersat enkuan alchalkum wend ategebe siyalf endet endemiyastelagn mgelamt endet yhen neger mersat metew endalebgn gra gebagn chenekegn alemaseb alchalkum bezi hula wst hognem gn wedewalew💔 #MentalIllness #Relationship #SexualAssault #Adult Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent Lets be crazy friends..... look guys im tired of this.... my 80$ funding project just failed before 1 week , got break up cuz i didn't deserve that kind of love (as a man u will understand me),back to 9-5 but they just fired me 😂, try to be ቧንቧ ጠጋኝ and didn't get access and even some tools cuz of money, apply for suicide god rejected it, now look at me im venting like lil baby💀 if you want friend like me im here just text me since i don't have any and we can do crazy things .... arono what but we will try to forget everything that happened to us #Friendship #MentalIllness Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent Fair warning, I know you will not understand my situation, and I am not looking for advice. I am writing this to get it out of me. I met this guy 4 years ago. I am about a year and a half older than him. We were strangers, then we became people who hung out, then best friends. We spent 24/7 together unless we had class. We both went to AAU. Have you ever felt a connection so deep that you cared about someone so much and felt that they were part of you? Like physically. The line was so blurred that I didn't know where he began and where I ended. People wouldn't believe us when we said we were just friends. Slowly, eventually, we started messing around. I don't know why we never made it officially a relationship. But we were both comfortable with the situation. I didn't care about the label. I just wanted to enjoy him in whatever form I could have him. I was in some kind of emotional high, tbh. But good things never last. After about 6 months, he started pulling away, which kind of made me become unstable. The more he tried to restore boundaries, the more I felt rejected. Eventually, he decided to stop contact. I have always had suicidal thoughts, but after the no-contact, everything I saw became a possible way to end my life. A bridge? I pictured myself jumping. Medicine? I pictured myself overdosing. A tree branch? I pictured myself hanging myself. By this time, I had rented a house and decided to change it because I hoped it would give me a fresh start, since the house reminded me of him. I won't lie, I was miserable. I used to call him, and he always picked up and told me I shouldn't contact him. I would reply, "Ayagebahm," and keep talking. I never cared about my pride or dignity. Fast forward, we tried being friends only, which lasted for 3 months. Then again, he decided to "make the hard choice" and cut me off. He said I should love myself and have self-respect. Fast forward again, and he reached out, trying to do the friendship thing. But we kind of messed around again. This time, though, it was different. He was less gentle, and I was less interested. I don't know what I want. I love him. But I know it won't go anywhere. If I move on, life will go back to being this dull, colorless thing, and surviving won't feel worth it. I can cut him off and live. But losing the connection is scary. This is the second time, and I feel like this is my last chance. I am tired of getting to know people. I know he is my person. The only person worth sharing the rest of my life with. I have found my person. The person I am willing to fight with, have boring days with, laugh with, and suffer with. Isn't that what a soulmate is supposed to be? I have listed prons and cons and he ticked all the boxes, except that. I am really tired. I am 25F. Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 I am ＴＨＥＯ I need to vent የሚሰጥ ደብዳቤ....4(2) ‎ ‎ ናፍቆት እንደትላንት ገድሎኝ እንደዛሬ ተነስቼ... ‎ ‎ፈንዲሻዬ... ‎ብጹዕ ለመባል ስል ብቻ ማመን(ሳላይ) ካቆምኩኝ ስንት ጊዜ እንዳለፈኝ ብታውቂ ... ‎እንደ በእውቀቱ ስዩም 'ካልዳሰስኩ አላምንም' ብያለሁ። ያላዩትን ማመን ብጹዕ ቢያስበል እንጂ ነገሩ ለመኖሩ ዋስትና አይሆን መቼስ...እኔ ጠርጣራው ተንከልካይሽ ታዲያ የዛን ለስላሳ የ Country ዘፋኝ Don Williams ን "I believe in you" እያዳመጥኩ ያየሁሽ አንቺን እምናለሁ። የነካሁት ፊትሽን፣ ያንን ለስላሳውን፣ ያቀፍኩት ወገብሽን እያሰብኩ "አዎን ባንቺ አምናለሁ" እያልኩ እዘፍናለሁ።(እዘምራለሁ) ‎ ‎የኔ ፈንዲሻ... ‎አንዳንድ ቀን ድብርት ሲሰርረኝ ቆብ ቀዶ መስፋት አይነት ጅል ሀሳቦችን ሳስብ "የፈጠርን ያልነው እግዜር ምን አይነት መደበር ውስጥ ቢገባ ነው ልፍጠር ብሎ የተነሳው" እላለሁ። ከንቱ ነገር አሰብክ ልትይኝ ትችያለሽ ነገር ግን ብቸኝነት ክፉ በሽታ ነው። ባለቅኔው መልአከ ብርሐን አድማሱ ጀንበሬም ብለውታል። ‎"ባኀቲቱ ነቢረ ወእግዚአብሐር ፈርሐ ‎  እምኀልወ ንዋም ለዝ ዓለም አንቀሀ" ‎"እግዚአብሔር ብቻወን መሆን ፈራ ‎ከአለመኖር እንቅልፍም ይህን ዓለም አነቃ።" እንደማለት ነው። ይሄን ያሰብኩት ብቻዬን ስሆን፣ ብቻዬን አለመሆነን  ስመኝ፣ አንቺን አጠገቤ ስለማግኘት ሳስብ ነው። ‎ ‎መቼ እንደሆነ ባላውቅም ከዚህች ዓለም መሐል እየሸሸሁ ጥግ ላይ ብቻዬን የሕይወትን ታንኳ እየቀዘፍኩ ራሴን አግኝቼዋለሁ። የዚህን ጊዜ ብቸኝነቴን ሰብረሽ ወደ ሕይወቴ ገባሽ። ለልቤ ቅሩብ፤ ለነፍሴ ቀለብ ሆንሽኝ። ዝናብ እኔነቴን ከመባከን እንደሚታደግ አሸንዳ ልትሆኚ ትችያለሽ? ‎እኔ ፍስ ነኝ ‎ሰብሳቢ አፋሽ የሚያሻኝ ‎ከጣስኩት የሚመልሰኝ ‎ከቀደድኩት የሚገድበኝ ‎ጠባቂ የሚያሻኝ። ‎እኔ ጥሬ ነኝ ‎    ሰብስቦ የሚያፍሰኝ ‎አንድ እጅ የሚያሻኝ። ‎ይሄን አንቺ ሁኚው፥ ይሄን ልጠይቀሽ። ናፍቆት እንደ ስካር የሚያዘባርቀኝ ጅል ነኝ ፤ ምንእንዳልኩሽም አላውቅም። ይሄን የጻፍኩልሽ አረቄ እንጠጣ ተብዬ እምቢ ብዬ ቀርቼ ነው። ያልጠጣሁት አሰከረኝ መሰል( እንቺ እንዳሰከርሽኝ) ‎ ‎ወደ ሦስተኛ ገጽ አለፍኩ... ‎ጽፌ አልጠግብ አልኩኛ! ባለፈው እጄን ገትቼ ነው ያቆምከት፥ ዛሬ ግን አላስቻለኝምና ቀጠልኩ። ‎ ‎ፈንዲሻዬ..... ‎ራሴን ወዳንቺ መፋጀት፣ ወደ ፍሕም እሳትነትሽ የሚልክ ምን ይዘሽ ነው?! ወደ ራስሽ ይዘሽኝ ውደቂ እስኪ! ‎ወደ ልብሽ ድምድምታ ‎ወደ አንጀትሽ ጉርምርምታ ‎ወደ አንቺነትሽ አስገቢኝ! ‎ወደ ውስጥሽ ልስመጥ ‎ወደ አንቺነትሽ ልጥለቅ ‎   አካልሽ ላይ ልቅለጥ ‎ይህ አይነት ጥያቄ ፥ አይባልብኝ ድፍረት ‎(አይናውጣነቴ ይደረግለት ምሕረት) ‎ ‎የኔ ፈንዲሻ.... ‎ከጣፋጭነትሽ እሰኪበቃኝ ልዝገን። (ባይበቃኝም) ‎"በዚህስ ታዝኚብኝ ይሆን?" እንዳለው ገጣሚው አንቺስ ባልኩሽ ሁሉ ትታዘቢኝ ይሆን?! አይመስለኝም! ከሆነና ከታዘብሽኝም እንግዲህ So be it እላለሁ በነጫጭቦቹ አፍ። ልሰናበትሽ በስስት ..... ‎ ‎ቻው ቻው! #Relationship Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent I wish I could restart my life. I feel like I need to take a break for a week or even a month ሞቼ ብነሳ because I don't understand what I'm doing. I just want to cry for a month and then gain clarity about what's going on and how I'm going to move forward እስጥልት ነው ያለኝ... #MentalIllness Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 I am 🎭 Afroman4 I need to vent hey guys How can i avoid loneliness ? ከምላቹ በላይ ወንድ ሆኜ ለስሜቶቼ ማለቃቀስ አስጠልቶኛል ግን ደሞ the more when i tried to avoid them i will become more and more bad person ከፍቅረኛዬ ጋር ከተጣላዉ በኋላ ሴት ለአይኔ አስጠላኝ and i don't want that because i don't want to disappoint God and i know all girls are not the same but i don't want to be in a relationship ever again ቤተሰቤን እየረዳዉ ቤተክርስትያን እየተመላለስኩ ነዉ መኖር ምፈልገዉ  ግን ብቸኝነት በጣም እየሠማኝ ነዉ ደሞኮ ዙሪያዬ የሠዉ ጋጋታ አለ ግን ከልብ ማወራዉ ጀለስ የለኝም best friend ሚባል ነገር አላቅም በ24 አመቴ i shouldn't be like thia am grown man So tell me how can i do that and what is wrong with me ? #MentalIllness #Adult Telegram • Instagram • Twitter

Hey Unihorse 🦄 Hide my Identity I need to vent Hi guys 19f Silene tinish lachawitachuh ena mn mareg endalebign timekrugnalachu...mn meselachihu yetemarkut adari t/bet nw yemiwedewu lijim endeziwu adari nw 10 ena 11 lay couple nbrn keza tmrt bet silegna relationship deresebet keza family mnmn teterto relationshipun akuaretut btm eyetewadeden🥺😔 keza ene ena esu promise geban le ers bersachin keadari weten campus and lay endinimeles gn ene esun metages akategn beka hule endalekesku nbre 11gna kifil endeminim biye yechereskut😭 keza esu ene tinish tmrt lay focus enditaderg bilo lela relationship jemere keza ahun btm basebign 😭btm tenadedku keza enem salwed relationship wust gebahu 😒gn liju nw yewededegn enji yaleyayun ex nw btm yemafekrewu keza ex lijituan tewewu enem tewukugn keza kelela bota relationship jemerku generally kesuga break up kareku behuala wede 6 sewu gar nw yehonkut 🥵gn yarekut neger yelem ahunim v negn 6 sewochunim lemewuded btm mokerku gn alchalkum ahunim yemasibewu ex nw😔 Ena ex tamo 1 amet lag argo nbre ene ahun campus freshman cherishe bet negn esu demo adari nw 100% yalfal entrance enam ene ahun single negn demo kemanim gar bihon esu selam bilegn rasu maninim lesu biye yemittewu set negn ...chigiru esu ene yalehubet campus yimetal??? Yihe kiremt lay university simolu yenen university endimola tiret mareg alebign??? Esti yemisemachun nigerugn pls🥺 #School #Family #Relationship Telegram • Instagram • Twitter