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[Verse 1] Thought I'd be better by now Thought I'd be happy by now Instead I'm stuck in bed, and I can't even leave my own house Wondering why the hell I just can't seem to figure it out, oh-oh I scroll on my phone for hours And I pretend that it helps I wish I had it all together just like everyone else That's when I started asking myself [Chorus] "What if happiness is something I'll never feel? What if sadness is a scar that won't ever heal? What if all these ups and downs I'll never figurе out? What if everybody's gone, and I'm alonе? Suffocating in the pain I can't let go I've been searching my whole life For the reason I The reason I The reason I'm alive" [Verse 2] They tell me, "don't give in" But they're all full of it Nobody knows what it's like waking up inside of my head Some nights I close my eyes And pray to God I die And every day that I don't Just makes me wanna try That voice inside my head Pulls me right to the edge And it says [Chorus] "What if happiness is something I'll never feel? What if sadness is a scar that won't ever heal? What if all these ups and downs I'll never figure out? What if everybody's gone, and I'm alone? Suffocating in the pain I can't let go I've been searching my whole life For the reason I The reason I The reason I'm alive" [Bridge] Who was I before the pain? What was it like to be okay? I'm begging God for another way Is there another way?