Kidus's Chronicles

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New level, new devils

you're not wrong that standing out draws friction eko, and quietly playing it safe never will. But letting the fear or noise or pushback cap your ceiling just means letting other people's discomfort decide your limit. At a certain level, you stop trying to avoid the trouble and just get better at filtering it out. have more haters

what don't you guys love me 😭

Thats a super common wall to hit, the trick is realizing that interest gets you started, but systems keep you going. Motivation is an emotion, so relying on it means you'll stop as soon as the novelty wears off. Lower the barrier to entry, build a routine, don't focus on a goal, and public accountability actually works well here

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You can't predict the future 100%, but a person's pattern before marriage usually tell you almost everything about who they'll be after, here are the things you need to check Consistency over intensity, How he handles criticism, self-awareness and active effort

Early on goals are concrete right? it might be hitting a milestone, buildin something, prove you can do it. But once you check those off young, the external targets lose their high, and you realize goals were just the warm-up. What keeps you alive after that isn't chasing more trophies to avoid "losing", its finding depth.

1. For me its the thrill of building things from scratch, how hard i is, solving the complex problems that actually impact people... Its a sweet spot for me, and my field is very challenging sometimes i love it. 2. Tbh I started this channel to document my journey, I love that there are many people here, but i don't broadcast for approval. If even one third of it finds what i post useful it makes me happy,

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Respect for this mindset. Crossing the line from just existing to actually pushing your limits and fears every day is huge yk. Keep that momentum going, the big results usually follow the daily consistency

That's a really though psychological loop to be caught in and believe me its hard, but one thing you need to realize is that people have a lot of things going on their mind, and it may not be related to you. I know its hyper awareness and how draining it is, but remind yourself that you didn't do anything, and most of the time, nothing even happened. So rest your mind

Thankkkkkk GOD. God is always good.

wthhhh Yeah we men are stupid, what kind of person does that omg, I just sometimes can't fathom how people are. But to answer your question, no you won't and we won't turn out like that, the very fact that disgusts you and breaks your heart shows where your values are. Btw being a decent man is a conscious choice every day, and seeing examples like this just reminds us of what never to become.

I am so sorry you're carrying all this right now, That feeling where you're grieving a past version of yourself, drowning in regret, and completely drained by depression is very heavy, You know you don't need to force yourself to "fix" everything today, especially when motivation is at zero. Right now, just surviving the day and forgiving yourself for being human is enough. The past is set, but you don't have to keep punishing yourself for choices made by the past version of you who actually was doing the best way they know how, you learned from it, and please be gentle with yourself.

It really is enough, even when it doesn't feel like it. Carrying so much, stretching yourself thin for work and family, and still feeling unseen is exhausting, You don't have to pour from an empty cup to prove your worth. Please please please give yourself permission to rest and give yourself credit for everything you're doing, even when others fail to see it. I am proud of you, WE ALL ARE.

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This is so true. The fear of stopping, realizing the momentum was just movement, not direction is terrifying. But the fact that you are stepping back to see how fast and superficial things have become means you're already choosing depth over the noise. True meaningful transformation is almost always quiet and slow

Imposter syndrome is something i usually suffer from as well. but its just the bad side of your mind trying to belittle you, while you are actually capable of doing amazing things, and you think people don't notice? they do, and the reason you are still there is because you are actually doing amazing. and there is still time btw, still time to grow, change, learn, its never too late.

You see the word you wrote yourself. YET. Sometimes and somethings take time, what matters is you're trying, you are working and before you know it, you are going to see the fruit of all your efforts, You are doing amazing and keep on working, grinding. Just a little bit more time

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