bullshitting to all

never underestimate listening to aukat se bahar romantic songs on the terrace at night and acting like you're in a relationship.

never underestimate listening to aukat se bahar romantic songs on the terrace at night and acting like you're in a relationship.

never underestimate listening to aukat se bahar romantic songs on the terrace at night and acting like you're in a relationship.

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it literally starts depressing me the moment my space is not clean and tidy. i start scratching my eyeballs in anxiety.

i hate when people claim to have ocd and then proceed to just make my blood boil with how they live. no you're not suffering with it. i am, i know how irritating and annoying and depressive it is having ocd. my culture is not your costume, so just stop posing for attention.

when i had everybody pulling my legs, i wanted to be unstoppable, run fast now when there's nobody to stop me, i stay right there, as if my legs are planted in sand

i still hate the fact that i can't inject 500miles by peter, paul and mary into my straight veins, muscles, nerves, or whatever there is. i just wish to consume the song, like literally feast upon it

my growth becomes a cycle of self-cannibalism.

my mind has made a setup of several layers of myself. it's as if i don't even seem to recognize who i actually am. the moment i feel severe flow of sadness, my original or maybe initial self tries letting it out, tries to cry, but before my throat even makes a gulp, everything gets sucked back till my gut, the layers suddenly erase everything and i just stay there feeling empty, not realizing what just happened and it feel...nothing. when i feel a burst of happiness, similar things happen, i initially get excited and filled with joy and under a hundreths of second everything gets sucked back again. back to nothingness. it's not like this happens with every thing or thoughts, but only in just the ones where my initial self would feel some thing. every feeling my current self experience is still raw and vivid. there's no halting there, no barriers. the thing which doesn't makes any sense, is why does my current self does this? why do i suppress every feeling, every, which my past self would like to feel? why do i starve it so bad?

larper

i fkin love her dude 😭🙏

an italian in british car, and a british in italian car.

wtf is wrong with red bull

The last 10 years

till now the most beautiful butterfly effect i have witnessed unfolding in my life is that the cast from project hail mary Sandra hüller (eva stratt) was told she could sing any song she likes in the movie. While she had heard her daughter play this song many times in her room, she was a huge fan of Harry styles. so, Sandra was searching for a perfect good bye song to sing which made sense before they depart for the hail mary mission. and she asked her daughter whether this song is still 'cool' for a 48 year old to sing lol, and her daughter approved of it. what then? 'a sign of times' resurfaced on the mainstream one again, blowing up, just because Sandra hüller's daughter liked listening to Harry styles. so whenever you hear 'a sign of times' remember this.