ɴᴏᴛᴇs ғʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀɢʀᴏᴜɴᴅ

What I wanted was not something violent but something that would make me like just go off gentle to sleep and that be the end of your Humble Narrator, no more trouble to anybody anymore.

and then everything like leered and smecked and collapsed and the big warm light grew like cold, and then there I was as I was before, the empty glass on the table and wanting to cry and feeling like death was the only answer to everything.

- What's all this about sin, eh? That... using Ludwig van like that. He did no harm to anyone, Beethoven, just wrote music

Well, the next morning, I had to say goodbye to the old Staja, and I felt a malenky bit sad as you always will when you have to leave a place you've like got used to.

It may not be nice to be good, little 6655321. It may be horrible to be good. And when I say that to you, I realise how self-contradictory that sounds, I know I shall have many sleepless nights about this. What does God want, does God want woodness? Or the choice of goodness is a man who chooses the bad, perhaps in some way better than a man who has a good imposed upon him.

I was not your handsome young narrator any longer

It's funny how the colours of the like real world only seem really real when you viddy them on the screen.

Ah I totally forgot that I was posting

Pathetic devotchka As if this gonna provide you any cutter

Oh my god see how unique I am I post my own pics And talk about books that obviously no one heard offfffff ahhh Kubrik is so underrated What do you understand I know everything ahhh

Here's the before and after

I made a real horrorshow pics just to post them

Yeah laugh at me you bratchnies

Should I overprint smth? Yeah sure why not

Im looking for a picture to post between the damn quotes But I can't find anything that I've actually taken

Thinking is for the glooby ones and that the oomny ones use like inspiration.