𝗕𝗟𝗔𝗖𝗞 𝗖𝗢𝗡𝗙𝗘𝗦𝗦𝗜𝗢𝗡𝗦 𝗠𝗔𝗜𝗡

📢 [USER CONFESSED VIA BOT!] Hello Black. I hope everyone is good, mine isn't a confession just to ask for help. So I have this problem ilianza January after fucking with my girl. So I had dated this girl for like one month before we started fucking, tulianza Dec. So iko hivi hii shida ilianza hapo January ikiwa katikati. Like there is this uncomfortable feeling in the urethra of my penis near the outside opening kama sija-ejaculate for a week. I have fucked other ladies before this one na wote tulitumia CD hata huyu sijai mkula raw. Hii shida sijaipata na hao madem wengine. Nimeenda Chemist na akasema hajui hio ni nini but akasema si STI. Like wacha nieleze hii feeling vizuri. Si itchness na si inflammation, it's just an uncomfortable feeling. Like nani ashainyonga na soap then kibahati mbaya ikaingia kwa urethra, now that feeling. Hio kunyonga na soap nilifanya back nikiwa class seven at 13 years old and now I'm 20 years old. Ama ile feeling hukuja ukienda rounds mob azin kama umemwaga sana sijui kama mna-get point. The problem isn't masterbation as I'm not masterbating mwisho kunyonga I think it's five years ago ama six years ago I have even lost count. Hii feeling hukuja wakati nimekojoa na ina-happen only once a day, na it's not a guarantee itakuja daily. Inakuja mara moja moja and only once a day. An addition information, the feeling only lasts a few minutes around five minutes or less. Tuseme nimekojoa sai then that feeling comes, Ikikuja naanza kufeel kukojoa of which the urine hutoka ni kidogo sana then after two urinations or three hio feeling inaenda. So like eight weeks ago the girl started getting all moody, getting angry, na you know how women behave when angry na mimi siwezi anza ku-beg for sex. Na pia I'm not masterbating nilipigana na masterbation for three months straight wakati niliamua kuacha and it wasn't easy. Mimi nikatafuta malaya nikagonga since hii feeling was getting out of control, happening at weird places. Kama kuna this time niko kwa gari nishasema wasimame nikojoe after kukojoa the feeling came I'm uncomfortable kwa gari na siwezi shida nikisema wasimame every few seconds to minutes aty kwa sababu that ka tiny urine is coming. After tume-reconcile akanyesha so no sex from her that week, tena nikagonga malaya. Then after hapo she saw me with another girl who's just a friend akabonda for two weeks hakuongea na mimi. I texted only once akaniblue tick, mimi nikanyamaza pia. The two weeks nilivumilia nikawacha hadi story za huyo malaya. Only for her to come out na kudai anadai breakup as hawezi itikia kuwa treated as trash and I don't care about her, aty siwezi mbebeleza. Now four weeks since breakup kuna yule malaya wangu mmoja specific amekuwa tu akikula dooh for three weeks but sasa mimi hii kitu imeanza kuniudhi. I want to stop and I focus on myself. Sai nimemaliza one week and three days bila ule malaya and guess what? Jana ilinipata, hio feeling. One extra detail since hapo November nikimbao sana there is this colourless liquid inatoka. Now anyone who can help or tell what's wrong with me.