اگزیستانسیال

yes i know i'm the burden of family so please keep your late loving attitude the fuck away from me.

i keep saying some hateful stuff about myself to gaslight myself from the disappointment i am.

keep hating on me baby i'm almost done.

"put yourself in my shoes ew i would never wear those.

2:09 i hope that you burn.

cut my back. i watched you kill yourself for me. i'll fall apart, watching it burn.

i can't do this shit again in another life. it has to end.

"maybe in another life-" no. please. i'm begging you, NOT AGAIN.

i may be unemployed but at least i don't hope for a better future either.

i don't do to much for a living, actually i don't do anything at all.

so i just want to thank you for killing your mind. all the life that you bleed out, well i steal it for mine.

now your future's a cold thing, down in the damp ground and your memory's a lead room, containing this sound.

2:59 now i just want to thank you for the light that you spread, and magnesium and sulphur and the fear in your head. and i just want to tell you, you're nothing so new. every time that you touch it, it'll turn against you.

so i just want to thank you for losing your mind. yeah you burned just like Joan of Arc, purified by the flames.