اگزیستانسیال

ever since I was 13 I've been stuck in this stupid loop

god knows i would be normal if i had a gun.

sometimes i feel like that there's a strip club up in my head but instead of hoes, it's filled with suicidal mf with guns in their hands.

my brain is doing its best to do EVERYTHING but its main mission of functioning humanly.

"let's skip to the good part" and it's about casually dying.

the devil couldn't eech me so he made sure everytime i get excited abt something, it never works out.

mystery is falling apart. i cannot tell, where should i start?

seventeen and i have those eyes, haven't you seen your lies? liked it when you told me that i'm feelin' well and that's too bad🤩.

every time i'm crossing the road i feel like a baby deer who is waiting for a car to hit it so hard that i would hear it bones cracking.

sometimes all you need is to log out of reality and create your 28th imaginary world.

get out of your pinteresty imagination and face the hell of reality.

if my thoughts were loud it would look like this:

please use a fucking condom to spare a life who don't want to begin it.

please be careful with your movements because it may cuz give birth to a loser like me who is fighting his ass to survive another day.

3:08 i hate to wish it, but i'll tell you though that i'm quite ready, cause i'm already dead🪽.

don't be afraid as she pulled down the shade. said there's nothing to fear, but the monster is here. so just tell me the time, be it quarter of nine. since the sun's gone away, now the creature will play.