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also smol announcement I guess? tldr; I'm dead (fr) my mental condition has been getting worse since several months it started with the stress from having a stand as seller on convent in december my main focus before it was on getting things ready, I was taking more comms to pay for the merch (which I also was ordering for the 1st time), more and more deadlines were getting closer... currently, some deadlines have already passed I had to apologize some people for it (which is rare for me, it's actually first time since forever when I do so [imo] unprofessional things) I'm starting to hate my job more and more because it's been a long time since I felt so blocked from doing it it may look sussy, since I still draw stuff for myself, joke around and try to be active, but actually I'm pretty stressed because of it too - what if someone will think that I'm just lazy? egoistic? that I shouldn't be trusted? you're drawing personal arts, so why not comms that are more important?? it's just making victim from yourself, u seem fine as always pff, complaining for attention etc. the truth is I'm heccin tired of doing what I have to do (in general, not only comms), not what I need, what my body needs, what gives me at least a spark of satisfaction most days look like for a half I'm trying to deal with anything related to work, but most of the time I don't succeed and have a choice - continue doing nothing or at last try to do something for myself so yeah, choice is usually obvious... although gaining energy from it still seems impossible making work out of a hobby wasn't a good idea, but I don't feel like I have any other choice in my situation, with my sick brain and lack of other competences (and please don't try to advice me anything in that case, it's conclusion made after many talks & observations) I literally feel like my brain has melted and is no longer capable of mental work, like it's not able to keep positive emotions, to feel happiness or peace these are abstractions for me like I've used most of the energy that should last for the whole life... 80 y old mind in 24 y old body well, in fact I "work" as an artist for 10+ years now and feel so fuccin burnt out that I'm crying when I look at my to-do list, discord pings, unread messages this and my usual problems/disorders lead to s thoughts and sh I'm on meds, but they don't make that big difference as before I'm trying to find another therapy, because maybe there's someone who'll be able to help me (I was on a few before, but yeah - no effects) I'm trying to keep existing, despite wanting to disappear, like I've never existed at all I should be taking more comms, to afford daily expenses and to not have to use my savings (which I'm trying to keep untouched, because having them makes me feel more safe, simple) I should and could be doing much more if only had energy and motivation for it if I could just turn off my emotional part of mind I don't expect any respond, advice, talks - it's your choice what you do with these information, if you believe it or not and fiy - I don't need any of the above just wanted to be fair with you leading to the end of this wall of text, if someone wishes, I can refund money for comms that haven't been started yet I'll still be trying to work on everything, but will understand if you're afraid of having to wait longer than my TOS says hav a good day/night, thanks for staying there, I truly appreciate any support you give me

the army

im going crazy (fr)

smol creatur hihiiiihii im heccin dead and because i don't really take comms now because i still have many of them to finish, ive made new ych + reminder that my other ychs & stickers are also open!! https://toyhou.se/Tay-Niko-Y/characters/folder:3443556 EMERGENCY YCHs $15/60zł for one | 512x512 px 🦐 any character (simple designs preferred or permission to simplify design if needed) 🦐 can add gay flag like on mine or other emojis/letters for free (then u get just extra file)

aaaand some stickerz

im confusion how to draw

holi moli that a big ref im so happi

boi got dirty with jam

pngtuberreactivefugi thing no, am not sure if im going to use it anywhere public (yet) 🦐

im cooking stuff

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https://t.me/addstickers/tayshoomans ok i needed to make a new pack, cause i have too many stickers ndssewjdnsfs

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