What I'm about to write might sound harsh, cruel or I don't know... but I decided to write, because I realized, entire culture, club scene, social scene... is made in a way of hierarchy... which means what I say is true, and if it is true, I don't care if it is offensive or seemingly selfish or whatever. Especially as the events take place in a CLUB... and night life to me... is a game. It IS a game. You can't say that guy who got denied entry is a 'poor guy', no, he just failed at a game.
During the day, I will help an average folk if I can. But in nightlife... I feel no mercy for the players.. I am there to win. Why the fuck not?
It is not of their life essence... they came to win too... they just failed at the game.
So the story goes basically when I saw in a nightclub the alpha male, one of the two 'top dogs' from my... I don't remember, I think it was first year of high school.. he came from rich parents, was a bigger build than the rest of the class, muscular, he and one other guy... although that other guy was kind... the one in question was cocky 'alpha' kiddo.
Years went by, your D Man created. D Man version 7.1
I saw him in a high end nightclub in one city. Again, same story... like the chick from before... he didn't deteriorate... his build remained, wearing some gayish scarf, became an architect, and girls around him same level of girls he had back then...
WHAAAM!
BASIC+ level.
Well that "+" is even generous.
So what personal growth does for a man.
Back then, he could have beat me. Now he cant. Now I can do whatever I want with him.
Back then he could have entered places I couldn't. Now I can kick him out of places he wants to enter.
Back then, he was prime example of man attractive to girls... now I'd give him girls that I don't want in my company.
Brother, what a confidence boost. What a big THANK YOU to my self to my subconscious to whoever and whatever made me push and keep on developing.
Maybe you feel I'm emotional.
Because I never thought of that as I did today.
Sometimes if you're self critical like I am, it is hard to see the progress you've made. But boy, this is progress...
I outpissed the back-then top alpha male in every level of a game... I mean it wouldn't be even comparable now. There is not one single element that I found he had, that I don't outpiss him in it by a HUGE margin.
Every single thing of those is done by me working on myself.
And this...brother... is the trap of the talent.
People with talent usually (not always, such exceptions are world wonders like CR7, Michael Jordan,... with hard work ethics + talent)... but usually... they take it for granted and don't push to develop to their full potential. That's when they get beaten, outpissed and put in the shadow.
I hope these posts INSPIRED you.
This to me is pure 100% inspiration.
I had no talents. In size, in balls, in finances.
As I told you... I can now kick his ass any time of the day, don't know what he trained but it's so little important, I can do it any time of the day, although he is some 20kg heavier bodybuilder type... I can approach girls that wouldn't find him interesting one bit... and I can outearn him in seven different industries starting from nothing.
Plus, I think the best showcase is... simplest: I can fuck his girls, he can't fuck mine. (although I wouldn't!)
BAM!
Let your D Man celebrate a bit. This feels victory!
This is not what motivated me... I was not comparing myself to that guy... but this is like a MEDAL... you get at the end of the race... I see now where such guy is and I remember who he was back then. I see the girls I dreamt, probably jerked off to where they are now and where I am. And brother trust me, I give you COMPLIMENTS for following me, you are following the right man.
Not the man who was born with it, but the man who can teach you too to get it... as I did it all by myself... one skill at a time... one frustration at a time... one step at a time.
Here's for the levelling up our characters!
To the MAXXXXXX!
D Man