𝖫𝖺𝗌𝗍 𝖳𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍"ᴶᴰ ᶠᵒʳᵉᵛᵉʳ ˀ " 'ʳᵉˢᵗ'◞𝆊𖥧

The pain I feel is nothing compared to what they’re going through, and perhaps the greatest pain I could ever experience is watching all the light that once made me smile slowly fade away. It feels as though all their smiles have disappeared; the sparkle in eyes that once shone brighter than any star has now grown darker than the darkest of nights. The star that once was a sun has gone silent, and all that remains of this world is a ruin filled with pain, stripped of every trace of warmth... And the silence of someone who was always the loudest, even amidst the loudest of crowds, is now filled with muffled screams that seem as though they will never find a way out... And perhaps that is the most heartbreaking part of it all: you can still look at them, you can still call their names, but you can no longer find the light that once illuminated the entire world from behind their eyes. Sometimes, I wish I could simply disappear, because watching the people who once felt like sunshine slowly lose their light has become a pain I no longer know how to carry.