. ݁⋆ৎ 𝖡𝗎𝗇𝗄𝖾𝗋

I was never enough ,But i tried to be full I drowned by the fall, but I was too tired to fight I told them it's fine, but they've never thought I wrote to be free, but it turns into a habit I think I've never belonged to home, to love, to light I was afraid of the dark when I was just a child But the monster is gone and I am the one So I felt, I loved , I lied and tried To get rid of it, but what am I defending now? My heart is a mess like a pool without stairs I build a shield to fight , but I was never strong to hide Colors, blures, signs Popping up like bombs Writing, falling, killing Nature is the meaning Lights have been on, but nobody's home Crashing, shedding, shrink Are the most tough feelings I was a kid without tricks, now I'm grown with treats Traps, nets, freaks Mystery inc is on the base I wanted to be one of them, but I've never been among them I'm just me mouthful humor, endless dreams Two hemispheres, one mind , science is the top point Never ever talk Is it better to speak or to die?

Me too, Dean

I'm tired Sam, I'm tired of this job, this life, this weight on my shoulders, man I'm tired of it.

I am not that type of girl who would watch Rom-com or silly love stories with you, I'd probably stream on a movie that has all hot men fighting with each other in a battle or maybe a galaxy movie that happened a long time ago. I'm more into the unrequited love stories which is the tormentor for me or the bad ending that none of the characters deserves.

I need more time to write, to read and study, to feel better and alone, to unlock new experiences and talents without any worries and limits. I need to nerd out in every possible branches, to finish all movies and series in my watchlist, to have a life with love and affection, to be free from anybody but myself. and 24h isn't enough for all of them.

Even in the colorful album, I always choose the gut- wrenching songs.

And then they made an edit of Anakin and Obi-wan with the father figure