broken mind

17 and my dreams reflect all of my lies I tossed away my life, due to hateful times They'll all cry, and they'll wish for more A young soul, stolen from this world "Don't be sad, cheer up!" They yelled with vain I'm tryna' do my best But it's hard to cope with pain Rip the mirror right off of the wall Couldn't see my face Couldn't bear to see it all Fall into letters ripped right out of my chest You're doing so fine, I am still a mess The sun's not about you, so stop to Reminisce They say it gets hard when the going gets tough I'll cash in my chips when I guess i've seen enough There's grovel only at the one way I choose And that's on my terms, I never want to lose