Polkadot

Decisions i made and decisions made for me... I chase the world and run from my own self Why do I seek validation in these dark waters? Why do I barter my very essence for a fleeting spark that only serves to illuminate the abyss? I trace the outlines of hopes that once burned bright, now flickering like dying embers, wondering if they can still fit within the confines of this oppressive night.

Be true to yourself i know you wanna dissapper in a forest, ride a bike at a high speed, comfort a friend, talk smth very personal in your own mother tongue, look at the ocean without romanticizing drowning, feed a dog without fearing his sharp teeth as it grazes your hand, walk on your own, ignore the weight of expectations for a min, adding someone into your schedule, learn to dance in front of the cruel world, look at the eyes of a storm and smile, help someone without expecting any return

I have alot to say im welling to donate blood for someone to understand what's going inside me

And on another note i wanna be a tall niga in America now

If i ever write a book it's title will be how to hunt each other whatever the content might be

The urge to fakw my disappearance

Caked= you are in trouble No mommy im hungry and depressed

Headache has a big crush on me

All this character development and you are still stuck in the same hole?

How do you feel to be a pick me when noone picks you

Touch repulsive and touch starved. we aint the same.

Obviously there is much happening behind the scene that's why i stay off stage. Not among the audience,and not amoung the performers

Class after nap 😭

Good conversation is so erotic

Is most of the things i do love-bombing or just 'love'

Im a vintage product

Ppl who purposefully give hope then snatch it? Fuck you! I hope a fucking airplane crush on you, your father confuses your name two times in a row, may your phone runout in the middle of smth important, may the taxi driver drop you at the worst destination!!!

What if the only way not to feel bad is to stop feeling anything at all(no, brain no )

When someone asks me what my favorite memory is but I can’t remember anything cause I was never sober in any of them(stop shutting your emotions!)