Polkadot

some of u aren't carrying a constant yearning for love that consumes u and that must be nice

I'm developing this habit of turning my phone on and just watching the clock increase by 1min, there's neither sense of relief nor any sort of anxiousness while watching it. i am, just lost looking at it, head empty, no thoughts, just 11:51-11:52-11:53-11:54-11:55-11:56.....

oh, all the things we do to make ourselves small just because we think we don't deserve to take up space

you keep saying “it is what it is” but you know very well that you’d do anything for it to be different

need new friends. lots of them who match my freak(my melancholia n mute personality)

you are insecure about all the wrong things honey. if you're gonna think you're a shitty person at least be RIGHT about what makes you shitty

loooove overthinking. nothing better than coming up with a response to a response to a response to a thought i had in my head

dostoevsky is me and im him when he said “sorrow compressed my heart, and i felt i would die, and then…well, then i woke up”

You built a home around her body, and she starts a fire just to see what you save first

Femme, Vie, Liberte

Girls be saying I'm healing then scratch their wounds n tell themselves everybody dies to feel lil better

i love it when my clothes hold memories. Like this grey scarf, how much I love it, did I tell you about my grey scarf, oh it's so warm warpped around my neck

Me and who?

I run away from grief until it catches up to me, and suddenly I feel like being shot in the chest with an assault rifle at 10:04 pm. on a random thursday night. I lie on my back and imagine the ceiling without it being a ceiling and wish I could be done with all the grief of this lifetime and allllllll the next at once

Don't shit in the same pond you fish.

The way I don't even know what day in the month or week we're in & going to school is helpin my talent in forgetin dates even tho it's written

wdym people are alive and they think and feel and look around and also have a lil heart??

Fuk social norms. Anyone who knows how to get my whole body reshaped like this bad boy?

Has anyone ever cringed at the mundane reminder of breathing, of a life to actually live, decisions to make, food to digest in their digestive tract (instead of injecting it directly into their veins in perfect proportion), friends to talk to (instead of monologuing to the air)? No?Anyone?

Baby, won't you take me to the dancing floor and have a mental breakdown? Let's show offthe moves we got