Polkadot

Im like what if i didnt do anything

I wish I could call everyone babygirl but some of y'all would be offended.

Forever could be a second in my time lapse

the time you flirted with me for 20 seconds and i became obsessed with you forever.

i hate it when people are cooler than me in exactly the way i want to be cool

HELL YEAHHHHHHHH GRIEF AND HOPELESSNESS AND RUMINATION AND SHAME WOOOOOO

Keep that zesty ahh behavior to yourself god

I doubt the quill can even handle the absurdity, don't think the paper can understand the irony, you would laugh and call me sentimental so, I will no longer make a fool of myself. I will ask when this will end but it has passed years ago it's just me stuck in man-made cage

Watch me slowly lose my shit

only in the metaphysical sense, where nothing truly matters and yet I still overthink everything.

I do care inside. It’s just heavily guarded by sarcasm and snacks.Deep down. Like, really deep. Might need a shovel.

the home I miss isn’t a place? It’s a time when my life made sense. When things made sense.

Decisions i made and decisions made for me... I chase the world and run from my own self Why do I seek validation in these dark waters? Why do I barter my very essence for a fleeting spark that only serves to illuminate the abyss? I trace the outlines of hopes that once burned bright, now flickering like dying embers, wondering if they can still fit within the confines of this oppressive night.

Be true to yourself i know you wanna dissapper in a forest, ride a bike at a high speed, comfort a friend, talk smth very personal in your own mother tongue, look at the ocean without romanticizing drowning, feed a dog without fearing his sharp teeth as it grazes your hand, walk on your own, ignore the weight of expectations for a min, adding someone into your schedule, learn to dance in front of the cruel world, look at the eyes of a storm and smile, help someone without expecting any return

I have alot to say im welling to donate blood for someone to understand what's going inside me

And on another note i wanna be a tall niga in America now

If i ever write a book it's title will be how to hunt each other whatever the content might be

The urge to fakw my disappearance

Caked= you are in trouble No mommy im hungry and depressed

Headache has a big crush on me