TTO(talking to ourselves)

Extremely depressed but the show must go on.

being alive is like: you want to go home. you don't know where home is. you want to go home. you don't know where home is. you want to go home. you haven't known for a long time. you want to go home but you don't know where you'd go. you want to go home you want to go home you want to go home

Ur not supposed to look for a soulmate ur just supposed to make friends w ppl until one stands out

I find it kind of stupid how 'half full' vs 'half empty' is framed as an optimist/pessimist thing. If it starts full and gets halfway drained, it's half empty. If it starts empty and gets halfway filled, it's half full. If you don't know the starting state it's both simultaneously.

either im successful or i am dead

I was put on this earth to be silly and then die what is all this brutal reality and grief doing here. interrupting my silly

sometimes my journal just says uargghhhhhhhghgghhhhghghgg

I switch between 2 moods 1. I want to disappear, downsize and live a simple, quiet life off the grid with my family. 2. I want to build an empire, take over the world, mansions globally, have helicopters and a private jet, maybe a few exotic animals and spend my weekends playing golf with Michael Jordan.

Exciting perks of adulthood: 1. Busy! Busy all the time! What are you even doing? You don't know! 2. Very tired. 3. Some kinda stomach ache??? 4. Definitely sad about something. 5. Bills! Bills all the time! What are you even paying for? You don't know!

do you ever get a headache so bad that you kind of understand why people 6,000 years ago saw merit in the idea of drilling holes in their skulls

*gives you a pretty rock* I love you

my period shocks me everytime i will never get used to this

Grounding techniques don't really work for me especially in public... "five things I can see" I see a bunch of people pissing me off