bullshitting to all

alright, bottle over. questions over too. sleep tight. swag city

13. ‌what makes one attractive? like really attractive everything that you feel (including physical and mental features) this is a very subjective answer, so i will assume that you are asking my point of view. to me attraction is being self independent, not financially but mentally. you can think for yourself and take your own decision. be different from the crowd with your thoughts because generalization is everywhere. have opinions, can debate, know things, and can empathize well. also being emotional intelligent, not the gram kind, but really intelligent. cheerful and chaotic too. knows how to balance everything. and keeping a stable structure in their mental projection.

12. what do you think about people romanticizing struggle so much and glorifying mental disorders and illness? there's literally no issues in romanticizing anything, over doing of anything will definitely be toxic and you know the outcomes, its bleghhhh. glorify everything, just don't justify it. romantics fix things in a way absurdist can never, and if you can romanticize it that well, i don't mind. till then don't experiment with romance, it's a delicate core.

11. What does beauty mean to you? everything, beauty is everything. if there's no beauty then there's no beauty. [standards of beauty might differ, choose your game]

10. what do you think about overthinking? is it a sign of Intelligence Or insecurity? overthinking is not a sign of anything. it's a defense mechanism your brain shifts to after being in too much restricted over your actions. you stop overthinking the moment your actions aren't held accountable and you are allowed to do whatever you wish. i don't think much about overthinking it's a topic which feels dragged and generalized. everybody overthinks because we live a society of sets of rules and customs. it's like adding cases in programming where you keep putting switch and case in your brain.

questions done. no more?

9. ‌ ‌‌How real are you ? to myself? i'm more fake than this whole universe. and to you all? i'll let you decide. [1] [2]

8. talk about inferiority complex in humans and how to deal with it sheesh, real shit. where does inferiority complex come from? can you answer that yourself? if yes, ask yourself were they really so so big than you felt small around them? do you just admire them as a person? or do you hate the fact that they're better? a complexity cannot arise without any reason and if your reasons weren't external then should you deal it with an external means? and those who dont know shit about their inferiority complex and yet believe they have it. can you be more sensical? like honestly? can you stop degrading your self worth by blaming it on your capabilities and satisfying yourself with an ounce of pity?

7. ‌are u chasing freedom or just want to be relieved from the weight of self awareness... don't u wonder aren't these both thing, the same?

6. ever tried meditation? advice of mediation to a guy who literally preaches self awareness? 😭 did you seriously ask that? i meditate like i'm breathing, buddy.

5. "‌ ‌‌‌what emotion do u avoid feeling the most" this might be the most easiest question. "All"

4. dating, finding a soulmate... ahahaha, lmao, you guys. i'm not really the sort of person who you should ask this question...but alright in a straightforward manner. i don't know how to find a soulmate. dating though? i know a bits and bites, and the only advice i give you is learn empathy and be selfless when you're dating somebody. don't have any expectations and don't be moralistic with them. there is no morals when complicated emotions are involved. also don't care about what society has to say about your condition and the impact your actions can make on them. everything is valid if you can explain your actions and there's literally no need to overthink your love life. this is my favourite thing, watch this, you'll understand

3. Friends ouch, lmao, what are friends? in my opinion? or generalized opinion? (lemme take a sip, you asked a hard question which i generally avoid) i think friendship is a form of love, a romantic love, yes. where logic overrides and common sense rules all the limitations. you cannot be friends with eveyrbody, despite you call them your friends there are only few just few out there who you would genuinely call out as friends when you're on your deathbed. (i like it in extremes) and i wanna side with females here who often get bad labelled cause the romantic interests they feel as 'friend' but the other person likes to label and it reduces the whole dynamic to the zero ground. i wish people really can see the all dynamics of being a friends. without any social lens of construct...without any prejudification.

exactly, i can't be free when there is a self control. i'm controlled by own brain......so ironic, it tells me what to do and what not to, but now? no, i do things i 'feel' like doing, which comes to my brain and i instantly highjack it, before it goes in the process of customization and comes out repackaged in a form of how i must do it. which is obviously a correct way. but being free is being free right? sometimes i like to feel like a normal person. i like it when i feel normal. toned down and feel things without any filters of repercussions

i'll explore and get you updated. for now i see two thing....this and being at top of a mountian peak

please, something complicated now? something which pushes me to make another drink.,

2. consistency? why do everybody here suffer with similar related discipline issues? these are simple things tbh, and if you can't handle your own mind, your own body, your own actions? imagine how much more you have left to conquer int his world right now. i truly feel a sense of pity. but if you are struggling with consistency and you are failing because of consistency, i truly can't advice you, because why are you? it's a you issue again, not a method issue. just do it, JUST FUCKING DO IT, WAKE UP DO YOUR DAILY TASKS WITH A ROUTINE AND CONSISTENCY, IT'S NOT THAT HARD.

1. how to find passion? oh man, if you really need an essay on passion? i worry about you. it's not a reaction which occurs methodically. this is a part of pure chemical reaction which burns inside you, passion is just a catalyst for that process. you can try all you want, do everything you want, throw all the cards out and if passion doesn't start flowing inside you, it's worthless. lose all the hope and forget it. there's no need to stay in a course of pursuit if you don't the target you're chasing, and if you do know? what is stopping you? your own hands and your own brain, isn't that very pitiful? and laughable? it's fine, people are allowed to laugh, but are you okay with being a clown? if no, get up and live a life of passion. otherwise i have already told you what you need to do

want me to rant about things? mention the topic in my dm. i'll talk about anything you wish to