bullshitting to all

i wanna scream so bad but all i got is this channel.

fuck my heart aches in pieces i can't even fathom.

fuck

i miss my sister

my love language? - I'll treat you like how i treat an animal

my actions are selective, if i want good i do good things expecting something nice to happen. such a disgusting personality. \

i gave some cookies to a dog today, and it made me stuck in a chain of thought. Am i feeling happy from this act of kindness? do i expect something from it? is somebody nearme, thinking "oh, look..what a kind person"? is somebody out there, who's noting all the good deeds i'm doing and prolly return it as an act of karma? am i really a kind person if think all this in my mind? do they know that this might have been an act of performance from my side? do i know if my kindness is something of will or performative?

Kindness isnt strategy

and rest of the time just bullshit

4:44

damn, sometimes i write dope shit.

don't worry, everything will fix itself accordingly. biology and nature have a way with life.

@

not anymore, they were hard slaps