bullshitting to all

i hate chess

bro i need a new account, i can't afford losing so much elo in one day

> wakes up > makes a hell lot of mess > 'crap'

my brain is officially stopped functioning well, is it even possible to sleep for 20 hours

but firstly, tacit unblock me now.

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don't take me as mbti addict, i just like seeing something projected by others onto me when it is sort of true.

intj is a tired coffee addict

then i got into the zone and everything started getting clear like sky, my mind was processing information at computer's rate the hunger to know kept growing bigger and bigger

silence is golden, except when it's just awkward

coffee is like what blood is to vampires, as soon as the brain gets hit all the noises, distractions, pain just vanishes every bit of emotions just shuts off and it turns into a machine which just knows how to get the job done.

there's just so many people in this world, with so much ambition as bright as mine. So many people can choose to just sit on their sofa everyday and live a normal life enjoy their summers go on a hike and spend time with their loved ones in a nice state living a normal average life but people like me, people like us are fucking driven by passion I don't want sit on my sofa and watch movies and do my lawn for a whole day. I'll rather choose to be in the eye of a tornado fucking my brains out by sorting all the mess that's the kind of thrill I live for. and so do all the people, it's so amazing to think that we will die in just few 20 years and each and every year is so important for our life cause we can go back to 0 in a day 1, but it'll decades to be where you are now and the very fact is so scaring. it's like playing a video game where once you die you start from beginning all over (or maybe not). But that is exactly what makes this worth living, worth trying, cause fucking hell nobody is gonna remember you in this such a vast shithole so try whatever the fuck you wanna try. DAMN I just wish somebody will rewind my life all over like a movie and have an opinion about it, cause why am I even doing this for? if not to be understood? why are we even doing this? where does this desire even comes from? why do we fall all of it? so much fire inside us, we are just like a matchstick compared to real thing, we'll get lit up and burn so bright then die becoming ashes sticking on that burning stick.

4 times consecutive pole for leclerc in baku 😎

fuck man, i love studying so much. times when i find a problem that just drops your jaw into perplexity and