Little dark age🏳️‍🌈 انتقال داده شده

-Day 6= Running through the hallways, all I could hear were my thoughts, all mixed together with no orders I remember writing them out so I could scape from the depth of depression, but it wasn't working. I laugh at my situation ,barley able to gather my mind to think straight ,and I start mumbling the song that came to my mind "Part of me wanna do stupid shit Gotta admit I am a hypocrite I like it way better than be in the side of it I'm a psycho ,loving it " It was always a song that gave me happiness cause it made me think about all the craziness I had,making me odd and distance From others . But this time it reminded me that there was still a way of scape for this situation. "I don't know how I'm still alive" I felt like I was drowning in my sadness every second I kept thinking about things so they did not happen Numbness was the only feeling in my soul How were things before? How could I laugh so brightly with this clouded soul, I wanna know Hope is not something you find everywhere it is such a dangerous thing It makes you believe in future And break if you lose Having hopes in something is like having wings You'll fall if they break And I didn't want to break again Looking at the soulless world I thought "Should i end it here?"    

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Time flows constantly, it doesn't care about the people who are struggling. When there is evil in this world that justice cannot defeat, would you taint your hands with evil to defeat evil? Or would you remain steadfast and righteous even if it means surrendering to evil #♡

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Confidence is allowed when you have a talent or power you are not allowed to be THIS FUCKING CONFIDENT WHEN YOU ARE NOTHING #♡

A place with messed up thoughts A Place with no peace chaos rules in his mind Climbing up his figure Whispering in his ears Weren't your mind always this uneven? #♡

They don't understand They can not stop me From getting what I want

-Day 5= living like I'm stuck in a fake world seconds pass by as I look back try to find the connection things I felt never lasted that much , I yearn for a deep feeling other than anger even I cannot understand myself but I feel it ,:the difference I feel is getting unbearable. this crooked way I should pass I can't trust anyone every person is a possibility of Betrayal I tried so hard to believe in others words but every time it's just reminded that every person could be an enemy's individual so how can I fail to trust you when there's no trust needed to be built Freedom is a hard word to spell . it depends on your perspective. What type of justice do you talk about? A pure justice never existed, there's always a side which breaks down exactly how it shouldn't Rules and morals are things acceptable for society, not the real truth In this world A world With billions of people Which lived and died We are small pieces Easy to be replaced Like others who lived Just run away Burn yourself We Destroy ourselves with our habits Learn the way to live the hard way And when you fade away Think I did all I wanted

-Day 4= I rot in the depths of darkness, next to corpses that have no place in the memories and thoughts of others. I let the ropes of lies find their way around my neck and hang from the rope of truth, I understand the feeling of losing every single moment of my life with every cell in my body. I wish I could reach the future I wanted without losing all my past. I wish I could rebuild the world one more time, so that maybe there would not be such big differences in this society. In the end, I knew that I was just a screw in this great machine of abuse which when it comes loose, will be either thrown away or coerced into working. So lets let our world sink Let's never let others see How hard is to be in this machinery ‌I'm telling you the truth You can choose to call me a liar I'll show you the real me So why don't you accept me? The way I am is exactly what you thought A devil,a numbed soul Something others call " monster" they treat me like I'm something unreal Call me a beast I won't bother •°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°•

I will get it

-I have never, not even once, acted on the basis of any doctrine or philosophy.I am convinced that those people whom the world considers good and respects are all liars and fakes. I do not trust the world.-