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on hallows eve people come and go, but how they left always stays. nothing hurts me more than the things i don't say. only those who care can hear me when i'm silent.

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there's so much in head and so little on tongue.

there's so much in head and so little on tongue.

it feels like someone splash a gallon of gasoline on me and gave me the lighter to light it up by myself.

idk how much more can i fool myself to keep it up to the next sunrise, i'm already full of fools.

idk how much more can i fool myself to keep it up to the next sunrise, i'm already full of fool.

i'm not gonna lie but, i do think about it. all the time. when i eat, speak, seeing a movie or listening to a melody. i even do it in my head sometimes, it's good to feel it before actually doing it.

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my life makes me feel useless, my existence makes me feel miserable.

my chest pain makes me feel weaker, my body aches make me feel exhausted.

4:04 i'm tired of trying to control it, i'm tired to hold my thoughts back. i'm grabbing my blade finally and making new fresh cuts, hoping that that would numb my pain.

why are they happy? why do they smile? how the fuck did they make it? how can i make my fake smile real? why all this happens to me?

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suicide has occupied my mind. all i think about is death. no matter how deep my cuts are, i would feel this pain anyway. no matter how you would treat me, i would hate you anyway. just like everything in this world and everyone who has fun. damn it, why are they happy?

i wish i could immediately die after i talk. it doesn't matter about what, i feel so miserable when i open my mouth.

this includes myself as well, we all should stfu sometimes to avoid things in our way.

not be annoying but human race needs to stfu sometimes. like please keep your goddamn mouth close for good.

i'm (stupid sadistic and suicidal)holic.