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fuck that sweater, would you get buried with me in my grave?

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bastard child be gone, bring me warmth and light one more time. i can't feel the sun. i can't feel it, see it.

gone from heaven to hell and it's oh, so cold. raining darkness and pain.

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i can't see the sun. you're december's spawn, agony you hold within you. since the dawn of time, you're compelled to do what you do. broken skin so dry. burning lungs, i breathe so slowly. i can't see the sun. i can't see it, feel it.

my favorite loser is me when i think life is getting better and then it gets much worse than i expected.

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it's all feels like a fever dream that i can't fucking wake up from.

of course i'm too late for that. if i was on time for it, i should've passed out when i was 13.

i know i barely desire for seeing tomorrow, but sometimes the feeling of "it's getting too late for that" hits me so bad that i can hardly breathe.

the feeling of being late in everything i could've done is killing me.

i'm fucking losing it. i may had said it before multiple times about losing it or that kind of shit, but for some uncanny reasons i feel it in my guts that i'm fucking losing it.

1:48 i've already lost hope in this desolate world. everything goes black, and i know there is no coming back. i dwell in disease!

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soon i'll be gone. soon i'll be forgotten.
i cannot breathe, this pain is smothering me. wish i just disappeared. i cannot breathe. i hold the rope, the air is thick with despair.

a summary of how this year passed:
a summary of how this year passed:

i can be everything and absolutely nothing at the same damn time.

ppl thinking i'm pretending to be fucked but little did they know that i'm not just fucked, but also chopped.

ok yea i know it’s all in my head but it’s also all very real to me as well ok?