اگزیستانسیال

1:24 my body is burning, it starts to shout. desire is coming, it breaks out loud. lust is in cages, 'til storm breaks loose, just have to make it with someone i choose.

here i am, rock you like a hurricane!

i wish i was a sad cow in the foothills of switzerland.

being an adult in this economy and with this lack of mental health feels like a fever dream.

the street roads are telling me to jump off the next bridge i see.

the street roads are telling me to cross without looking out for cars passing.

you should never rely on me. even i myself would never trust that evil bitch.

you lead me under the trees, into the forests. and we bleed beneath the intrusive winds.

since when was to endure is to live?

i have waited for so long that i quiet don't remember how does it feels to finally achieve something.

no don't worry it's not that serious, only you might just found me rotten some where.

if i could, i'd erase myself from not just humans memory but any beings in this world that i had a single chance of communicating with them and made a nostalgia with them.