اگزیستانسیال

life is short, so grab that knife and make it even shorter.

PULL THE FUCKING TRIGGER AT ME INSTEAD.

if you ever grab a gun and point it at me and have any hesitation to shoot, let me do it for you.

even a gun can't fix me anymore, i need to completely disappear from the entire existence of the past and future.

i can't do this on my own. live and die in love, let go.

the heart speaks and the mind speaks. i know i've said some things too much, i know i said this won't hurt that much.

worn like a picture of someone i don't know, i've prayed to God enough🤩.

i said again. i said too much, forgive me🤩.

living inside your head. there's a storm outside, a stranger in your bed. she said "maybe you should rest", it makes no fuckin' sense. you're not the same as them.

انقدر طعمِ زندگی و زنده بودن رو تجربه نکردم که وقتی از چیزی لذت میبرم، احساسِ بدی بهم دست میده.

idc if it would be my first or last time, i want to make it my first AND last time ever.

so please please please let me get what i want, lord knows it would be the first time. (a gun)

what is it called to catch yourself staring at the wall and imagining your blood all over it?

i wish i could pour out the things that are living rent free inside my brain.

the imagination of talking to someone about your feelings or problems just to be written in a fucking notebook and then receiving meds to make you numb as fuck, make me sick.