Jahonabegim’s World

Men uchun rolik. Haligacha orzu qilaman.

I know this sounds cringe, and you might’ve already gotten something for your vote elsewhere 😭 but I really need your support for this Open Budget initiative. My mom’s kindergarten needs reconstruction, and these votes are really important. If you vote, I’d really appreciate it if you could send me a screenshot too 🥹 https://openbudget.uz/boards/initiatives/initiative/55/359110f5-f672-40d5-93b1-4095179ffb34

also i’ve been flying back and forth only with my bonus points in uzairways for free. Once in business class and once in economy. 4 years of loyalty to uzairways paid off in my local flights. now i gotta use my own pocket and those 1 mln soums sound like hella money for uzb.

i need to buy my tickets to tash rn but qòlim bormayapti hech🥲

xalq, biz uyg’ondik )

xalq, biz uyg’ondik )

Miranam, sen mening qizim bo'lmasang ham, bir kun qizim bo'lsa, uni qanchalik sevishim mumkinligini menga anglatgan qizimsan. Sen bilan uchrashishni shunchalar kutdim. Go‘yo opam seni menga yodgorlik qilib tashlab ketgandek, seni menga omonat qilgandek tuyulardi. Uyga kirishim bilan seni izladim. Uxlayotgan ekansan. Ertalabgacha uxlayotganingga termulib o‘tirdim. Nihoyat tong otdi va seni onang chaqirgandek: "Miruush" deb chaqirdim. Shundan beri kun sayin mehrim bilan birga yuragimni ham senga bera boshladim. Har bir qarashing ich-ichimga yetib boradi, har bir kulishingda bag‘rim ochilib ketadi. Birinchi marta meni "opa" deb chaqirganingda ichimdan qanday his o‘tganini tushuntirib berolmayman. Men o‘qishni tugatib qaytganimdan keyin motam tutaman, deb o‘ylardim. Lekin sening ko‘zlaringga har kuni qarab, kulishga ham, kuchli bo‘lishga ham sabab topdim. Hayotim 180 gradusga o‘zgardi. Endi scheduleim sening uxlash va uyg‘onish vaqtingga qarab tuziladi. Dugonalarim bilan uchrashishga chiqsam ham, hayolimning bir chetida sen turasan. Ertalab gymga borish yoki o‘zimga sevimli nonushta tayyorlash o‘rniga sening shirin hidingga, yonimga kelib erkalab uyg‘otishingga o‘rgandim. Darslar, classlar o‘rniga esa seni bog‘chaga kuzatish va qaytishingni kutish kunlarimning eng muhim qismiga aylandi. Bog‘chaga ketguningcha shoshilaman, ketganing zahoti esa sog‘ina boshlayman. Har kuni kulib, quchog‘imga yugurib kelishingni ko‘rsam, seni ichimga tiqib qo‘ygim keladi. Shunchalik sevaman. Endi do‘konlarga kirsam, o‘zim uchun kitob emas, sen uchun kitobcha qidiraman. O‘zimning sochlarimdan ko‘ra sening chiroyli qo‘ng‘iroq sochlaring haqida ko‘proq o‘ylayman. O‘zimning kelajagimni rejalashtirsam, sening kelajagingni ham tasavvur qilaman. Ba’zan seni kuzatib o‘tirib, opamni izlayman. Qaysidir kulishingda, qarashingda, qiliqlaringda. Ba’zan esa seni uxlatib qo‘yib, yoningda uzoq o‘tiraman-da, "Oying bo‘lganida, seni shunday kuzatib o‘tirarmidi?" deb o‘ylayman.Balki shuning uchun ham seni quchoqlaganimda go‘yo ikkalamizni birga quchoqlayotgandek bo‘laman. Boshida qiynaldim, rost. Ko‘nmadim, ko‘nishni ham xohlamadim. Avvalgi hayotimni, erkinligimni sog‘indim. O‘sha davlatma-davlat tentirab yuradigan, faqat o‘zi uchun yashaydigan qiz bir kun kelib, mahallaning o‘yingohidan uzoqlashishni istamay qolishini bilmasdi. Lekin hozir sen bilan o‘tkazayotgan vaqtimni hech narsaga almashtirmayman. Bir kun katta bo‘lasan. Shu mitti qiz katta hayotga ega bo‘ladi, balki bir kun meni hozirgidek sog‘inmaydi ham. Men esa seni qayerda bo‘lsang ham, o‘sha quchog‘im bilan kutib oladigan xolang bo‘lib qolaman. Miranam, sening xolang bo‘lish men uchun hayotimda berilgan eng katta hadyalardan biri. Men seni onangdan ko‘proq seva olmasman. Chunki onaning o‘rni boshqa. Lekin seni undan kam sevmasligimni bilaman. Sen hali bularni tushunmaysan. Lekin bir kun katta bo‘lib, shu so‘zlarni o‘qisang, bilib qo‘y: Seni men dunyoga keltirmaganman. Lekin seni sevish uchun ona bo‘lish shart emasligini sen menga o‘rgatding. 24.08.26 01:40 senga termulib va mayli "ozgina" yig’lab yozilgan post.

how do we report a yandex taxi driver who stalked you? yandex support system just refunded 8k soum for unpleasant "experience" …

I always seem to have my best post ideas at night. I’ll think, "I’ll wake up tomorrow and write this properly" convinced I’ll remember every detail behind it. But by morning, the motivation is gone, and somehow the entire scenario I had in my head disappears with it. My brain works at full capacity at night, I genuinely don’t know why. From what I hear from most people, it should be the complete opposite.

How can I teleport myself to Mizzou?

Guys, I have been watching a Turkish series. I know you might be thinking, "Turkish series? All that drama? Why?" And honestly, same😂. I haven’t had the patience to watch more than two episodes of a Turkish series in years. But the one I’m watching right now… - Yargi. I haven’t been this genuinely focused on a show in a while. It’s a legal/crime drama about a prosecutor and a lawyer whose lives get changed through a murder case, with all the family secrets, and twists. And I also have to admit something. the main character is basically my ideal type of person. Calm, emotionally mature, quiet, principled, protective but not controlling, serious but soft with people he loves.

4 years later❤️

As a Khorezmian, it would honestly be a shame to live here and not have a photoshoot in Ichan Kala. It’s been a while since I’ve visited at night, especially with all the lights. And wow, so much has changed, so many new restaurants, tourists everywhere, everything is clean, there’s pleasant music playing. But the funniest (or maybe slightly sad) thing I remember from that night was me automatically offering to take pictures of literally everyone I saw trying to take photos😂 It’s such a normal thing in the US . you see someone struggling to take a picture, you offer to take it for them, and everyone is usually happy about it. The tourists were genuinely happy when I offered. Then I saw an Uzbek girl and, without even thinking, extended my hand to offer help… and she literally ignored my hand😭 My friends saw me standing there with my hand still in the air and immediately started: "Jahona, hammasi yaxshi bòb ketadi. Here, take my hand. Shake it."🤣 I was SO embarrassed. I genuinely wished I had never approached them in the first place. 😭 Some habits don’t survive the journey back home.

bu sokinlikni judayam sog’ingandim✨

It’s honestly so sweet when people remember you through little things you once said🥹❤️ what I said was so straightforward, but somehow so true: "when you wanna give up, just give up and comeback when you’re ready". Feels like I’m actually following my own rule in life right now.

I guess I will watch the Spiderman in solidarity with Peter Parker. Anyone who watched it already?

I always wondered whether one day I’d have to choose between my career and my family. Today, I did. I chose my family. But at what cost? When you make a sacrifice like that, you hope to have someone you can lean on, someone who recognizes what you’ve given up and is grateful to have you by their side. But when they treat it as if it’s simply your obligation, the sacrifice begins to feel invisible.That’s when you start losing yourself, piece by piece.

why i can’t buy it now?

I can’t wait!!! This sounds like my birthday gift🥹

There’s nothing I love more than being your auntie. My sister gave me a lifetime of love in one tiny human.