backburner

i hope the pain i experienced this year will be replaced by something better next year, i hope to see the happiest version of myself where i am appreciated, loved, and taken of care.

2026 is coming, delete negative people. forget your past. accept your mistakes. restart your life.

when the clock hits 12:00am on january 1st, 2026 i'll be leaving the old me behind and build a new better version of me.

only 1 day left in 2025, hopefully 2026 will be filled with happiness.

nah i changed my mind. fuck you, fuck the memories. im definitely leaving you in 2025.

and if we leave each other behind in 2025 just know that you were everything to me.

this year i lost, i won, failed, cried, laughed, loved, lost again, but above all i learned.

maybe in another universe i dont have to pretend im okay all the time.

no revenge, but i'll never forget the day you hurt me so bad during exam week that i struggled to even focus in class.

ga expect masih ada yang mau support gua, makasi ya orang baik atas reactnya

when the players think they can manipulate me but i was once in the game too.

you never realize how important some moments are, until they become a memory.

choose to stay calm about what happened cause i lost a lot of things when i couldn't control my ego.

its always gonna stay the same, so let me just give up.

pain is never permanent but relapse is killing me.

i always tried to make sure everybody was okay while i wasn't even okay myself.

i wish i didn't care about anything, but i do care, i care about every little thing.

if i talk to you about my dad, just know i trust you on a whole different level.

when people say "you can talk to me" but i dont even talk to my own family.

nowadays i don't care about anyone, i am just enjoying my life now.