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The fucking love 64 i walked quickly to Zak and said " am so sorry baby i was just......" "she was just trying to flirt with me nothing more" Paul said and i was so mad and shocked , "wait what? no he's lying he was the one who..."....." shhh baby he always joke like this ,u really believed this bullshit , come here you really need a hug, you ain't yourself today"...he said opening his arms for me, yeah that really is what i need so i went to him and he hugged me , and i hugged him back and really wanted to cry, my eyes were full of tears but didn't wanted to cry infront of his stupid brother so i burried my face on his shoulder and hugged him tighter ,...." awch babe i think you got so emotional and forgot that am still injured on my belly " he said and smiled , " ow am sorry baby, am so sorry " i said and tried to went back but he pulled me back and hugged me back,.." baby i can handle any kind of pain for you " he said, this got my mind to judge my selfish ass who is still in love with Josh , still i n love with a boy who doesn't care about me ... and i pushed and and went out with tears , i didn't want my mind to judge me more than this ,.." baby where are you going" he said and tried to stand up quickly but i heard the pain in his voice while he was trying to stood up fast his injury caused a pain on him....but i didn't wanted to look back and feel shame , yeah i know that am so selfish... as i was walking out quickly but his brother followed me and hold my hand and said " see , my brother loves you so much and that is so obvious and anyone can tell that , but look at you , you still is i n love with a person who doesn't love you but you be saying " i love you " to my brother while you haven't ever felt anything for him , you are just using him so you can forget the dude you felt in love with, and i guesss i better tell my brother everything cause i don't wanna see him hurt anymore"...but am trying my best to love Zak why can't he understand me, love hurt me two times, i don't want this to happen again, i really don't..." please don' tell him anything please , i will do whatever you said but telling him? no please"......i kneeled down to beg him..." ugh for fuck sake stand up, do you really believed me when i said am gonna tell him cause i don't want to so him hurt , haha ... well ofcourse i am going to tell him, but not because i wanted him to be happy, but it's because i don't want him to be in love and to be in a happy relationship, i want to him hurt like he made me be, i wanna still his girl like he did to me" he said with anger, his cheeks got red and he hold my hands more tighter ..." what are you talking about , who is the girl he stole from you, are you out of your mind, and you wanna still hid girl seriously?, i am his girl , and you want to have me? you are insane " i said with fear but he pulled me and kissed my lips, "let me go , what are you doing ? leave me alone please "... i said and pushed him and run away.................... to be cont.... #scripted by @outtazmess @darkfeelingsss

The fucking love 63 I started walking back but couldn't cause i reached the wall, he putted his hands on z bathroom mirror on z wall ...why is my life just like a movie, but just the bad parts of a movie ." you want me to tell on you or not " he said giving me a scary but flirty look at the same time ..... i was quite for a moment " answer me he said getting closer and leaving only little space between our face"....." no please don't tell him and even please can you back off , i need to go i said and pushed him and i started walking but he hold my hand saying " where where ,easy girl....you ain't going if you want me not to tell on you ... but if you want then just go" and he let go of my hand , " what do you want from me".....i said with an angry sound,..." well put your attitude behind , and it ain't "what do you want from me" it's what u need to do not to be caught ok young lady"...." ok ok whatever it is just tell me please" my hands are shaking , then he hold my hands and stopped z shock but came near to my lips, i can't scream nor do anything, is he gonna kiss me really? am just so worried..... "yo guys what took you so long" Josh said with a loud voice and i let im go off my hand and went out to be cont.. #scripted by @outtazmess join @darkfeelingsss

The fucking love 62 i am just screwed up, i just told the truth to his brother and now he's gonna tell him , and am gonna have my break up right now, no no this really shouldn't happen, it's right that i don't have to play by Zak's emotions but i at least wanna love him for real and move on from my past painful love and memory, even if it's hard but i know that Josh doesn't deserve any of my love and attention, eventhough their is a hidden secret behind his weird acts, but am just gonna pretend like their is ntn, but for all of this to happen , Mr.Stranger have to keep the secret just and just between as................a lotta thoughts were running on my mind till i felt a soft kiss on my lips , " I knew this will wake u up, where were u lost babe?" Zak said laughing so hard, I smiled and take a look at Paul's face which half smiled but ain't really happy and he kinda looks like he really loves his bro and am really scared that he could tell him all the things that i was talking bout lately...... "let's get in babe" Zak said walking me to his home, but am just scared and confused , why haven't Paul spoke anything yet, he was supposed to tell Zak everything and i was supposed to be crying and trying to explain everything to Zak.... we went in and sat down on z couch, Zak opened the Tv and we all sat down, it was my favorite show "little big shots".... but i wasn't able to concentrate at all, " babe" Zak said snapping his finger , "what happened, do u wanna tell me anything , you ain't even yourself and anyone can tell that" ..... am even sweating ,.." i need to go to the bathroom and wash my face"... i said and stood up, ...."wait"....Zak gave me a funny look, " You don't even know where the bathroom is ".... oh God am feeling like am in the middle of hell...." I will show her, you better take rest bro" Paul said and walk me to the bathroom, and i went in and closed the door, but he opened it back and closed it by his back, " well well.... you wanted to destroy my brother then huh? but unlucky you, you just told me everything and you are in a big mess and you really gotta know that".... he started walking closer to me as he was saying those words..... my heart is beating so fats and i can't even do anything, " w...hh..a...t... do you want?" i said my voice is shaking ..... to be cont.. #scripted by @outtazmess join @darkfeelingsss

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the fucking love 61 "okay okay....Mrs.Psycho" i gave him a scary look "okay okaay am so sorry ,am listening tell me your story".....i started telling him everything bout the boys and that am confused bout my feelings and that am tired of betrayal.............."tell me what should i do, does Josh loves me? but if he did why would he do this, but he said Molly was z reason and that she blackmailed him, and if that is true then maybe Josh wasn't wrong ...and if it wasn't Josh's fault then am a bitch for starting a relation with Zak ,without loving him, but i guess am loving him,or am trying to make myself believe that am falling for Zak..." he's looking at me so weirdly, "hello ,why that look, what i need is a solution ,not this kinda look"...."well i wasn't wrong when i called you Mrs.Psycho....cause u really is psycho,....an don't give the the scary look okay girl....but you were asking questions but even answering them back and you were just making me confused ....though you should trust Josh bout the Molly thing ,cause i don't like her name, she seems like a hoe or something..." i was like how did he knew bout that..."haha yeah i don't know her but i fucked a girl called Molly for 2 months but then ditched her cause she wasn't anything more than a..... didn't have to say it again, but to the main point, you better live your life single and free, if you want i can kiss you and we will take a pic then the pic will be posted,then Zek will see it and even Josh ,then you guys will break up and the end with your problems ..."...... i wasn't able to say anything i just gave him a look like his words gives a zero sense ...."well Mr.Stranger i better go, tnx for listening and for giving me a stupid advice .....but thank you so much anyways cause i felt good telling you my problems....and by the way it was Zak not Zek"......" hehe u gonna payback someday, i might want a stupid advice too, and for the Zek thing, i call m brother Zek but his name is Zak...that's why...".....as we were walking we just arived to Zak's home.... i didn't even realized that we were walking by this road...." ow shit ...i need to go...bye Mr.Stranger ..." i said and started to walk....."babe" a voice stopped me, it's Zak ughhh, now what should i do, " i turned around ,he wasn't waring shirt and i can see the medicated belly he got, "ow hey..zzz,i mean baby, how u?" i said and went to hug him,...he hugged me so tight and sais.." o God i missed you but what are you doing here around my place, do u come to visit me? and what are you doing with this stupid ass Paul...".....o fuck i am screwed up, is it like what am thinking is Zak Paul's Zek...his name is Paul ig....oooo God but i've told Paul bout everything, what am i going to do if he tell him....."emmm yeah yeah, i came to visit you and found him here.... i guess he's your brother right?..." i managed to say..." yeah am his bro....is Mrs.Psycho your girl which you were talking bout lately??? and you were saying that she finally fell madly in love with you??"..... Paul said to Zak.....ooo God what am i supposed to do?????????????????????? to be continued share please comments @outtazmess @darkfeelingsss #scripted

“I’ll do it tomorrow” is killing me

Tbh, I get over shit pretty quickly I just have to be dramatic first

The fucking love 60 left alone with confusion , my heart tells me just to follow my feeling but my mind tells me to believe my eyes and ntn more, but am feeling my heart is going to support z reality, cause life isn't a fairytale with a happily ever after , i stood up and went to office and ofcourse i ain't mentally fine so they called home so i can take rest and focus in everything, but for who should i tell ? am just so confused ,then i went out for a walk i was talking with myself, and everyone is looking at me in a funny way, well i went out wearing my pyjamas which are so childy and even amm talking with myself , what a psycho, but then i shouted "why r u all looking at me like that? haven't u seen anyone walking out with their pyjamas ???" ," well we have seen a lot of people but they never wore two different shoes which can be noticed even from the other part of z road", said a good looking boy, well not only cute, he's just dope as fuck, he's wearing every black thing and his eyes are brown ,he's putting his hands in his pocket ..."hello....focus on your shoes, not me" he said snapping his fingers on my face , i just looked down and o God that was so embarrassing , "well what ever ,my feeling for being embarrassed is off, so i don't really care bout what everyone is laughing about", i said and started walking away from him, " well how about ur two lovers Josh and Zek ,whom u were talking about so loud for all z passengers huh?", oh fuck i was talking alone z whole road ughhhh," well his name is Zak not Zek", "is that gonna change a thing about the fact that u r confused with who you should be with?" he said, "well whatever , that ain't ur business" i said and started walking,.."well it wasn't my business but since i knew bout it, or since i got a clue bout it, u better tell me ,cause their is no good listener better than a stranger," he said walking by the same direction with me,...do i even have any other choice?? no right...." okay okay Mr.stranger ,but after saying everything ,i need a solution from u, "i said ........ to be cont.... #scripted comments @outtazmess share @darkfeelingsss